The new teacher, Ms Blanchett.. (femXfem)

■ chapter 3 ■

(Tw-selfharm)

I froze, she wanted, no demanded, to see my arms, she can't do that, right?
"Hanna, please, show me your arms"
She put her hand on my shoulder, tilted my chin up and continued, " Hey, I won't be mad, I'm worried, and I want to see if you're hurting yourself "
When I didn't do anything she grabbed my arm, pulled up my sleeve and a loud gasp left her mouth.
"Oh sweetheart, what have you done"
Now I did it, I cried, more than necessary according to me at least,
"No no, don't cry, hey" she dried up a few of my tears, but that didn't help because I couldn't stop crying.

"Sweetheart, I know it's hard, but could you try to explain why?" She touched my scars with her smooth hand, but I couldn't speak, I just stared down the floor, hoping it would've been enough.

"Hanna" she tilted my chin up, "listen to me, why, please tell me why" I knew I would stutter, and my tearfillied eyes wouldn't be able to look her in the eyes, but I was so tired of lying, tired of all the 'I'm fine' etc.
"I feel like shit" No I feel numb, but that's too hard to understand according to others.

"Like shit, or maybe, you feel numb and use the pain to feel anything, may that be correct?" She talked quite slow, not sure if she was right, but oh she was, I wanted to hug her, well actually.. No Hanna stop..
I nodded, my tears starting to stream down my face again.

"Oh baby" she pulled me in to a hug, her arms around my waist made me feel something more than comfort, the thought of her being called Miss instead of Mrs crossed my mind, but once again I shaked of those thoughts.

"You know that you have "detention" tomorrow right?" She asked still hugging me. "Mhm, but why though?"
I understood that is was probs because of the drugs, but asking her wouldn't hurt.
"Well if someone ask, it's because you were doing drugs, but it's really because I want to be with you for a while, making sure you're not doing anything dangerous" Her words calmed me down, she wanted to take care of me, that was something I didn't think I needed, but really did.

"Should I stay or go?" I asked, wondering what I was really doing there. "Are you going to do drugs?"
I giggled, " Well my friends are doing that now, so if I leave, I'll probably do it too" She smiled "Then I guess, you should stay, sit down, I'm just gonna check on one thing" I nodded and sat down on a chair.

The silence would usually be unbearable, but after basically crying my eyes out, it was nice.
The clicks of the teacher's shoes broke the calm quietness, I couldn't help but admire her as she walked in, her blonde hair, a bit wavey, her blue eyes, bright as diamonds, and her oh so nice figure. Wait, take a chill pill now Hanna..

"Hey" she said in a seductive tone, "You should maybe close your mouth, and also, not look at me, so, inappropriate" Her perfect eyebrow was raised as her eyes explored my body. I suddenly felt really insecure, that wasn't new, but it came so quick.
I crossed my arms around my stomach, not wanting to be judged, although I didn't think she would.

She walked up to me, I now realised that she had changed her shirt, this one was more sheer and low cut.
I "accidentally" glanced down her shirt, catching a glare of her beautiful breasts, held up by a red bra.
"Oh, so we're doing this then?" She asked, obviously seeing what I did.

My gaze meet hers, for a split second she looked down at my lips, I couldn't help but smirk and doing the same.
Before I was able to say something, her lips met mine, that movement was the only thing I've been able to think about during the last few days.

We kissed for a few long minutes, she bit my lower lip, not too hard, but I definitely felt it. I trailed my hands down her body, wanting to touch her gorgeous body, but she grabbed my wrists and help my hands over my head.

"Don't touch me, yet" she said with a wink, after she pulled away for speaking I craved her lips, but she walked away from me. "Was that all?" I asked, the bitchy tone made her glare at me, "With that tone, yes, but if you'll be nice, I might reward you"
The smirk growing while she locked the door and closed the curtains.

"Take off your shirt" she demanded, I wondered if the punishment would be as nice as the reward..
"Why don't you take it off, rip it of my body, please" I asked, the innocence taking over my voice and her eyes widened. "You wanna play this game little girl, do you know what your diving in to" Her words made me shiver, I looked her in the eyes and said, "I may not know what I'm doing, but I know I want it"

NSFW from now on;)

Her smirk grew into a grin, she took my arm and brought me to the wall, pinning my wrists over my head.
After a hungry kiss, she went on to my jaw, biting and sucking on every piece of skin her mouth touched.
After a while, she found my soft spot, kissing it making me release a quiet moan.

I felt her smile as she started on my neck, my hands were still over my head, but they impatiently craved her body. "Please" I asked, "please what?" She was a big tease, knowing what I wanted..

"Please, take my shirt off, a-and, fuck me"

"Well, when you beg like that, I'll guess I'll do it"

Her hands cold touch made me shiver again, my shirt was then ripped of me and stood there on my black bra.
"Maybe you want this one off too, hm?" She looked down on my bra, her eyes glaring at my breasts almost made me cover them, but I didn't, I wanted her, her body, her face, her hands..

"Well, sweetheart? Should I take it off then?" I realised that I had been quiet,
"Yes, please, I want you to take it off"
Her hands wandered to my back, clipping my bra off and letting it slide of my arms, then threw it next to my shirt on the floor.

Her left hand stroke my breast, the admiration in her eyes made me proud for some reason, which wasn't common for me. "They're beautiful"
She kissed me again, rough, but this time she went all the way down to my chest, kissing and sucking my boobs in a way no guy could ever do.
I mean, I knew I was gay, but I've been with guys, fucked them as well as dated them, but this was better than any guy, or girl, I've ever been with.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I got a small shock when she dragged my skirt down. I bit my lip when I felt her hand wander over the hem of my panties. "Are you ready?" She asked me, I simply nodded since I wouldn't be able to open my mouth without make a sound that wasn't an answer.

She kissed my inner thighs, stroking my stomach with her index finger.
"Stop teasing me" I sighed, "Why? You have to beg me before I do anything"
I giggled, my breathing was heavy, I threw my head back, "please, Ms Blanchett, can you fuck me"

She looked at me with pride as she started to rubb my spot, but she almost instantly replaced her finger with her tongue. The moans and swear words leaving my mouth made her smirk and she slowly inserted a finger inside me, making me moan louder. "There, is-isn't anybody el-else here now, r-right?" The last thing I wanted was anyone hearing us.

"No, only you and me" she said inbetween heavy breaths.
She inserted another finger, curling them and pumping them, in and out, making the orgasm build up inside me. "Fuck" I moaned, this was the best feeling I've ever experienced.

"You seem to enjoy it, it's maybe time for you to beg, if you want to cum, of course" the way she spoke would normally turn me on, but now I had to beg, now. "Please, I need to.."
"What sweetheart?"
"I need to, cum, let me cum I beg you"

She removed her fingers, "open your mouth" I obeyed, licked her fingers and she slowly pulled them out.
"You may cum, she said as she rubbed my spot to make me finish.
A high pitched moan left me as I came, she licked down my body 'til she came to my part, licking everything up.

"Good girl" she said, I asked if it wasn't her turn now, but she simply replied, "next time darling"
With a big smile I walked out of detention, this was something I could get used to...