Uncertain Unity Can/Sanem

⚘Chapter-Thirty Four⚘

"It's ok Anne..."

"No it's not Ok, how can it be she was so genuine with us. Ok we accepted her, but she also accepted us. You know I even told her that 'I pray my baby finds someone just like you.' She told him. "How was I to know my prayers we already answered. That she was already his." She sighed heavily. "How can I face her after this? How could she forgive me?."

"I'm sure she will...." Can started. She had easily forgiven Omer, as she would his Anne. It was himself he was worried about. There was no easy way for him after everything.

"Omer, I've delt with last night." She took a deep breath. "And you...how could you do that. Do you think woman are there for you to use when you feel like it?" She asked.

"Of course not Anne...I have never..."

"I don't want to hear another word." She told him. "Reguardless of the circumstances of how you got married. You should have found her the moment you found out that the marriage was real."

"Anne it was complicated, I mean it wasn't even supposed to be a real marriage. I found out months later..." He tried to explain.

"So...thoes are just excuses." She told him. "Do you love her? She asked him.

"Yes Anne I love her." He replied in an instance.

"What about the divorce Sanem mentioned. Did you discuss divorce?" She asked. Getting her answer by his silence. "Well that's just great. You say you love her yet you're getting divorced."

"No..."

"No what, you're not getting divorced?" She asked now totally confused.

"No...emm...When we discussed the divorce I...emm I didn't know I was in love with her."

"My God boy what are you playing at, what do mean. How long ago did you decide this?" She asked clearly disappointed.

"When I went back to the city after being home for thoes few days." He replied.

"Let get this straight, you agreed to get a divorce and a week later you realised you loved her. On top of it you told me to find you a bride." She looked at him biting his lower lip. "I don't even want to ask." She hit her forehead with the palm of her hand.

"I don't understand either Anne. When I saw her here...I had these feelings." He sighed. "I've never experienced them before."

"And Sanem, does she feel the same?" She asked.

"Well...emm Yes." He replied hesitantly.

"Has she told you she loves You?" His Anne asked.

"I know Anne...that's all that matters." He replied sternly.

Why was everyone asking him that. It was really starting to anoy him. He knew she loved him, she would tell him when she felt the time was right. For God sake they hadn't even been given the chance to talk. His Anne had continued talking but he had been in such a state that he'd missed a part of what she'd said, catching the last part of her conversation.

"That means if fate hadn't interviend we would never have known about the marriage." She said.

"Fate?" He asked looking confused.

"Yes fate, bringing both you and Sanem here at the same time, for whatever reason. Don't you see?" She asked. "This was your chance to realise your feelings. After everything that's happened you have to face the consequences of your actions."

"I'm ready to do that." He sighed. "I'm going to go after her." He told her.

"You'd better fix this..."

"I plan to do whatever's necessary." He told her taking hold of her hands. "I wanted to go with your blessing Anne. I'm really sorry about everything. I've never wanted to disapoint you." He kissed her hands.

"You haven't, you could never disapoint me. And my blessing, you already have, my son...always" She told him. "I just hope Sanem can find it in her heart to forgive us all." She said with tears in her eyes.

"My trucks broken down and there's no bus tonight so I'll leave first thing." He told her.

Putting his hand in his pocket he held the piece of paper that had his destination written on it. When he'd left Ayhan he'd asked for one last favour. He hoped and prayed she had kept her word. Knowing he was putting her in a tough position. However he knew Ayhan would never have agreed if she didn't have the feeling that this decision was in the best interest of her friend.

At last in a very long time he saw some light in his darkened path. The road was going to get very bumpy but he was in for the long haul, come what may. Tonight he had to make sure he got some rest so
he was ready to face anything. Tomorrow was a new day, a new begining.

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"Are you sure you can manage her, she is a handful." Layla asked...looking a little worried

"Of course I am, why are you giving me that look?" Sanem asked. "It'll give you the day to spend with your husband. Something that won't be so easy once baby is here." She told her as she finished packing Zehra's backpack.

"It's all day, I mean all day." Layla said.

Sanem picked up the bag and the little girl. Ignoring layla she went to the door waiting for Layla, who waddled over to them.

"Come on baby say bye bye to Anne." She told her niece.

"Bye bye Anne." The little girl said as she kissed her Anne. Sanem did the same before she was on her way.

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Calling his friend about his truck which was then ready and waiting for him by the morning.

"Please tell Sanem I'm truly sorry and I ask her forgivness." His Anne told him. "I will personally do so my self when I see her again. Take care my son. I love you."

"I will Anne, I love you too." He said as he kissed her forehead. The hugging his Baba. "Thank you Baba for everything."

"There's nothing to thank me for just make sure you don't lose her." He told him.

"I won't Baba." He said hugging his Baba again.

"Go before you get caught in traffic." His Baba told him.

He looked once again at his parents before grabbing his bag and walking out to his truck. Putting his bag in the back. As he was getting into the drivers seat. His Anne called him coming over. She removed her bracelet handing it to Can.

"Give this to Sanem." She told him.

"But Anne this is Anneanne's. You can't..." He told her.

"I can and I will." She told him Putting
The braclet in his hand.

He raised her hand to his lips placing a kiss on it before geting into his truck. Putting it into gear before driving off.

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"I really don't want to leave you my love." Emre told her. "Especially as you'll be alone."

The office had called, an emergency had arisen. There was none else who could deal with it.

"I'll be fine, it's not as if I'm in the dessert. You go, not that it will but if something does happen you're only a phone call away." She reassured him.

"I hate to do this." He told her as he kissed her. "Don't lift a finger just rest. I try to be as quick as I can."

"Don't worry." She said. "It's ok now go."

Layla had some lunch that Emre had prepared. She had tidied up and was lying down watching daytime tv. Emre had called to check on her and let her know that the emergency was going to take more then a little time. She had just dozed off when the door bell rang waking her up.

"Who could it be." She mumbled to her self, it couldn't be Sanem back this soon, anyway she had a key. Dragging herself off the sofa...again the bell chimed. "Coming." She called, and as she waddled towards the door.

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