Finding Myself

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"Well that was fun" I breathe

"Yup how about we ride some rides now?" Trevor suggests

"Ok let's start with...." I pause searching the park "Inkie's Pirate Ship?" I finish

"That ride isn't scary at all" Sam says

"We're starting easy" I shrug walking to the ride with everyone else following behind. We wait in line until it's our turn to get on.

*after ride*

"Oh let's go on the Pacific Plunge!" Ricky screams

"Awww but I hate the drop....." Isabelle starts before I give her the puppy eyes "ugh fine but you owe me" she states pointing her finger at me. I laugh before telling her that I'll make it up to her.

We get on the ride and its me, Isabelle, Ricky, Kian, Sam on one side and Trevor and Jc on the other side. It goes up to the top before stopping. I look around seeing a perfect view of the water before the ride drops quickly, Isabelle screams loudly as I laugh screaming a little myself. It repeats once more before it's over.

"Can we go to the games now?" Isabelle asks me

I look to they boys waiting for an answer "sure" Kian says before taking off towards the games

"Oh let's play Top Glow!" She yells before once again dragging me to the game. We play and she wins picking the bear on the bottom shelf

We play more games for awhile before we decide to walk around the pier. We go to many different shops, buying random things we don't need and before we know it the sun is setting.

We decide to walk along the beach for awhile. Me and Isabelle just talking about random things, Kian, Sam and Jc splashing water and throwing sand at each other, and Ricky and Trevor singing random songs loudly while doing weird dance moves. I stop and turn to watch the guys for a minute, I really did miss them and I still feel horrible about shutting them out.

"Connor" Isabelle's voice breaks my thoughts

"Yeah?"

"You coming?" She asks only now I notice she's quite a bit ahead of me

"Oh yeah sorry" I run catching up to her

"What where you thinking about?" She questions

"Nothing I was just watching the boys, I've really missed them and I still feel horrible" I sigh

"Connor I know you do but look at them they're happy and you should be too, you're here now-" she was cut off by my phone ringing.

I pull out my phone and check the caller I.D. It's Caroline.

After Mekayla died she applied for an art college in Paris and after getting in she left, she haven't talked to me in 6 months. I quickly hit answer

(Connor- normal, Caroline, italics)

"Hello?"

"Hey dad"

"What's up?"

"Nothing just thought I'd check in"

"Oh how's the school?"

"It's amazing I made a new friend her name is Adela"

"That's great, how are your grades?"

"They're fine"

"Good"

"Hey I gotta go but I'll call you later"

"Oh ok bye I love you"

"je t'aime aussi"

After I hang up I look to Isabelle who is already starring at me

"Was that Caroline?" She asks

"Yeah that's the first time she's called in 6 months" I sigh we haven't been as close since Mekayla's death

"Oh hey it's getting late we should head home" she says. After we started talking again she thought it would be a good idea to move in with me so I wouldn't be alone all the time, I agreed knowing what would happen if a was alone

"Yeah ok let me just say bye to the boys" I say sprinting in the direction they are in.

"Hey guys it's getting late I think me and Isabelle are gonna head home" I say

"Ok bye Con" Sam says giving me a hug

"It was good seeing you again, it's been awhile" Jc states hugging me also

"We need to collab again soon" Ricky yells

"Text me later ok?" Trevor says

"BYE" Kian yells

I laugh and nod one last time before going back to Isabelle

"Let's go" I say walking back to my car

We make it home and I say goodnight to Isabelle before heading to my room. I change and grab my computer scrolling though tumblr before I fall asleep.

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A/n: hey guys so I've never been to the Santa Monica pier I haven't even been to California so I don't really know what's where or anything so just bear with me.

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Bye guys