Tom Holland Imagines

I Still Love You

Hey, lovelies!!

So this wasn't technically requested, but someone I follow said they wanted a Tom Holland imagine based off the bridge of this song (song is above, the bridge is at 2:25-3:21) and y'all HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT DO IT FOR THEM?!?

So @WeirdUnpopularShips, this one is for you :)

Y'all can play song whenever you want, but there's parts where I'll let you know what part to play :)  

So sorry it's so long, please give it a chance though!!

Pairing- Tom Holland x Reader

Warnings- eh, lots of yelling, and crying, but it ends well y'all.  Hallucinations

Summary- After months of him leaving, you can't handle yourself anymore.  Until it all comes back... for real.

F/L- first letter of name

L/L- last letter of name

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You took a deep breath... not real, not real, not real.  

You bang your head against the steering wheel of your car, trying to keep the hot tears from coming, trying to breathe.

You look back across the street and he's gone.  Of course, he wasn't even really there to begin with.  You take another shaky breath and turn down the road back to your apartment.  You give your car to the valet, and rush up to your house, ignoring everyone's hellos.  You slam and lock the door with a click.

Shaking, shaking, shaking.

You feel yourself sliding down to the floor, trying to tell yourself not to fall, to not to fall into the tears.

"Come on Y/N we said we weren't doing this anymore, come on, come on, he's gone.  Get over yourself," you whisper.  But it's too hard, and it's too hot in here, and it's all clouding in your brain.  So you fall, and you cry yourself to sleep for the hundredth time in six months.

"Come on!  It's not that hard!"

"Tom!! I'm not getting in the car, I will kill someone!"

"Y/N! You have to do it one of these days, love come on."

"No! Don't give me puppy dog eyes, no stop it!! THOMAS stop it!  Oh gosh, fine!" you laugh, with a blush.

"Haha!  I knew you would.  Okay, it's easy.  Hands go here, foot goes here, and you turn the keys like so."  Tom smiles, showing you everything.  Your heart flutters a bit, cause his smile always did that to you no matter what the circumstance was.  

"You ready?" he asks with his smile.  You laugh, taking a deep breath.  You press the gas pedal, and you guys zoom forward, the empty parking lot flying behind you.  Tom's hand is making wave motions out the window, the wind blowing through the car, life is perfect.  Life is good.

Tom is laughing next to you, he's laughing so hard, and you're laughing too as you flick on your blinker, and turn right in the parking lot.

"There we go!  You've got this! Darling, you're going to be the best driver on the road!" Tom says, placing his hand on your thigh, and rubbing his thumb up it lovingly.  You bite your bottom lip, his touch sending electric shocks up your spine, your palms going slick against the wheel.