I can't eat this.....
It'll make me fat
Thin is more important
More beautiful, than that
Take the poison away from me
"But you'll die" they whisper
They don't understand
That I'll die either way
And no longer see another day
But why not die happy?
When you got the choice, wouldn't you?
When thin is my happiness
And I no longer have to be
Fat
Worthless
Hopeless
Lonely
Unwanted
These words haunt my mind
All I can change is the fat
If I were thin
All my problems will all go away
My life would be perfect
And I'd want to stay
But I'd already tried
I almost died
I was forced to gain weight
All my worries began to swarm back
As I became more and more fat
My cure was taken from me
I need it back
Yukki666
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My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia
PoetryThese poems express what I'm going through and how I feel. Basically its a timeline of my life and what is happening. There will always be a dark side to me and a good side. My poems vary from depressed to dark and to my Anorexic side. I hope you gu...