My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

Sometimes

Sometimes I want to

Punch myself in the face

For every stupid, embarrassing thing I say

I almost pull my hair out

Every day and night

I want to lash out

All the aggression I cage in

Sometimes I want to reach out

To something I can hold onto forever

And that is how you make me feel

Not in the schoolgirl way

I want you to take the easy way out

The hardest way

The best way through

Every single insult

Sometimes you need to watch what you say

Because I believe every single thing you say

Every cruel word

Every cruel joke

I try to imagine that what you say is all lies

But in the end

I can't comprehend

Your too late to apologize

Because I'm already broken

Shattered and unrepairable

I'm almost near insanity

You and your friends are driving me there

You never tried to help me

I just feel lost sometimes

Sometimes I think that I'm finally starting to hate you

And I finally made up my mind

Yukki666