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My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

Poetry

These poems express what I'm going through and how I feel. Basically its a timeline of my life and what is happening. There will always be a dark side to me and a good side. My poems vary from depressed to dark and to my Anorexic side. I hope you gu...

Biggest Enemy

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by Yukki666

by Yukki666

I'm alone and sitting in the darkness,

As I held tightly to my blade

Looking into the mirror,

One of my biggest enemies,

There's fat all over my body,

It's all I see,

I have to lose fifty pounds,

Or even more,

I want to be a skeleton,

Cause I weigh at least a ton,

Puffed wheat has forty calories,

Rice has more than fifty,

That's all I'll eat,

Just wait and see,

I'll lose ten pounds,

But instead I look the same,

So I started to eat,

That's when all the weight gain came back,

There's reflections of myself,

Floating in the toilet,

A fat face is all I see,

Sticking my finger down my throat,

To release all the pain inside,

Looking back at me,

My ninety calorie meal,

Looking back at the mirror,

I still look the same,

I can't stop until I win,

So I continue to play this game,

That'll never end

Yukki666