I smile, I laugh, I joke
But I'm living a lie
You've never seen me when I break down and cry
I've spent my life hiding the painful truth
But I'm living a lie
I try by best not to cry when you say goodbye
I'm hurting to much inside
But you can't see it
And I'm living a lie
And then you see me
Finally break down and cry
You sea the bruises on me
The cuts, the never fading scars
I can't hide the pain anymore
I can't keep living this lie
You finally asked,"who did this to you"
But all I do is look up at you
And say
"It doesn't matter anymore you've seen me cry so much"
Even though I tried
I couldn't keep you from the horrifying truth
As I keep living this lie
Yukki666
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My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia
PoetryThese poems express what I'm going through and how I feel. Basically its a timeline of my life and what is happening. There will always be a dark side to me and a good side. My poems vary from depressed to dark and to my Anorexic side. I hope you gu...