I'm Living A Lie

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I smile, I laugh, I joke

But I'm living a lie

You've never seen me when I break down and cry

I've spent my life hiding the painful truth

But I'm living a lie

I try by best not to cry when you say goodbye

I'm hurting to much inside

But you can't see it

And I'm living a lie

And then you see me

Finally break down and cry

You sea the bruises on me

The cuts, the never fading scars

I can't hide the pain anymore

I can't keep living this lie

You finally asked,"who did this to you"

But all I do is look up at you

And say

"It doesn't matter anymore you've seen me cry so much"

Even though I tried

I couldn't keep you from the horrifying truth

As I keep living this lie

Yukki666

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