My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

I Don't Want To

I didn't want to

End up like this

They said I didn't need to

But I could see their mockery

Locked behind their eyes

So I did it anyway

I was against it in everyway

So I said; no

But they kept persisting, demanding me to do it

Telling me it'd be fine

I didn't want them to know that I didn't trust them

So instead I did it anyway

I tried to reach out with all my might

Would it be enough?

Would it gain anything

Nothing can bring him back

But still I saw in them

The hatred in their eyes

So instead I did it anyway

The knife is on the floor

As I'm against the door

They need me to do it

But I'm to scared

So instead I do it anyway

Taking out my wrist

There are many scars

Many bruises

Many burns

So I do it anyway

I slice the one scar closest to my wrist open

The blood flowing likes water fall

They laugh in my face

Making me scream

A silent scream

One that no one will hear

As I'm closest to my own fear

So instead I did it anyway

Yukki666