My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

Abuse

Alone and standing in the rain,

Holding tightly to all the pain,

Crimson blood streams down my face,

As my heart beats a rabid pace,

A family so close and perfect looking,

Can make a chill go down your spine

But when the doors shut, nightmares unleash,

Screaming, lashing, smashing of bones,

Horrifying screams and painful moans,

A little child, under the bed,

Only wishes that she was dead

Do you hear them coming?

There footsteps coming closer,

She keeps quiet as she knows what to come,

The girls name is called as her father unleashes a hit

The shattering of glass against the wall,

Tears begin to fall,

She begins to pray,"oh please don't let this happen again"

But instead she takes it,

The pain with every hit,

As massive hands grabbed her from under the bed,

"You stupid child!"the father spats,

"Daddy no!"

She takes the first lash across her little face

Whimpering and moaning on the floor

Her little baby hands trembling with fear and pain,

She's suddenly throw outside

Into the wet pouring rain,

Alone and standing in the rain,

Holding tightly to all the pain,

Crimson blood streams down my face,

As my heart beats a rabid pace,

Poison tears stream down her face as all she thinks is "daddy I forgive you daddy"

Fourteen years have passed,

Nothing has changed,

A house is not a home it's a battlefield for survival

Screaming, lashing,smashing of bones,

Horrifying screams and painful moans,

She looks at her father in horror,

As with his staggering stance he lashes a fist to her face,

She's thrown to the ground,

Her body is terribly bruised,

Her father grabs her by the hair and slammed her against the wall,

"You worthless piece of shit!"her father yells

"Yeah I know"she yells back

Those words bring a chill down her spine,

Her fathers fist comes back up to through another strike,

Her eyes widen and her fathers fist slumps down,

As she catches it,

"My turn dad"she growls

She runs to the kitchen,

Grabs a knife,

"I call out to you for you shall not kill!"she yells

Her father comes closer angrily,

"I call to you that I am nor god but devil!" She says with confidence,

Her father takes one more step,

As the room lights up in flames,

Alone and standing in the rain,

Holding tightly to all the pain,

Crimson blood streams down my face,

As my heart beats a rabid pace

This pain I feel and can no longer be contained

For I shall no longer be chained and not gained

Yukki666