My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

Fat

Calorie counting, hungry pains

There's no way I can stand in this rain

I'm exercising or in bad all day

Feeling all alone

But I need to be perfect

Getting thinner?i can't see

It's hard to believe what people tell me

"Your getting thin, you don't look well"

Too thin? That's impossible

I'll wash my hands 100 times

To get all the dirt and grime off

I take a cold shower

Anorexia no longer a laugh

The voices take over; dominating me

Anorexia hangs over like a black cloud

"Don't eat that, it'll make you fat

Boney and fragile

I want size zero not a pathetic size thirteen

With my big fat thighs and flabby hips and huge ass

Moms getting worried but I just don't care anymore

I feel so confused and so sad and miserable

But I need to be thin .......

Yukki666