(*~*~*Kenjii*~*~*)
I cried and cried in the closet. It was a silent cry. It had to been. I didn’t want anyone to hear me. I didn’t want anyone to find me. Sensei said all those mean things to me. They were ringing in my head like bells. I wish everything he said disappeared. I don’t want to hear it.
Why can’t I be better? I can do that, right? I want Akatsuki to see me do better. Maybe, just maybe, he’ll ask me out then. Kaage only been here for four days and she’s doing better than me. I’m insulted. I will not stand for this. She will pay.
I bite my thumb until it bled. This always calms me down. I inhale slowly and then Lee Mi’s moms’ room door open. I held my breath. Who could it be?
“Kenjii? Kenjii?” Akinori voice said. Crap, why did you come to find me? Whatever you do, do not check the closet. Don’t go by the closet. I’m so dead now.
Then the closet door open.
“Kenjii, I been looking for you,” Akinori pointed out.
“Leave me be,” I muttered, turning away from him.
“No!” Akinori answered. “I was there with you. You shouldn’t have gotten in trouble. The sensei acts stupid sometime” I sniffed and fixed my hair.
The room turned silent. The sun rays hit all over the room. It shined like gold. It was calm and beautiful.
“Kenjii?” Akinori started. I turn a bit and gaze at him.
“What have I ever done to you to make you hate me?” I wasn’t anticipating that question. His eyes met mine. Those red eyes, just staring at me, begging for an answer it won’t like.
“Akinori, why do you like me?” I questioned. He didn’t hesitate to answer.
“Starting with physical feature. I love your big brow eyes. It reminds me of rabbits.” I touch my cheek under my eyes.
“You’re beautiful long orange hair; it reminds me of waking up to the sun. The wonderful warm feeling. The ray of beauty.” I secure my hair.
“I love you’re character too. How you’re demanding but kind. When you rejected me, it makes me want you more. I adore the rush, the chase. If I could give you an animal, it would a cat. You care for the attention on you, to be the center of things, but you’re so dangerous. If I could give you a flower, it would be rose. Your beauty radiant against skin but you if you get to close, someone will get hurt… Oh! The thought of it, it makes me so cheerful.”
I stared at Akinori with different eyes. Taking in his deep thoughts of me. I never met a guy who made me feel so special. It feels awesome. I exhale noisily.
Why did it come of Akinori? Why not Akatsuki? What am I kidding! Akatsuki would never say that. He probably still thinks I’m nasty, old trash. I need to get perfect for him. He is my goal, my life.
I sighed. “What do you think?” Akinori asked me. “I hope it didn’t sound corny”
“I’m flattered. You really did make my day better,” I replied. “I mean after Akatsuki yelled at me as if I was a dog and then Sensei, I didn’t think I was going to make this mission” Akinori pulled out his hands. I took it and he made me sat down on the floor.
“If you love my words so much, why won’t you let me say that to you everyday? Why don’t you accept me? I don’t cause hurt, I’m only here to help; to love,” Akinori explained.
I sighed even softer. It’s going to be so hard to tell him. He did something so kind to me. No one will ever do that again. How can I tell him that he’s just a friend and nothing more? I don’t want it to be more.
He moved his hand to my face and gently removed a tear that escape on my cheek.
“A hurt angel,” Akinori mumbled as he gazed at my tear. “You shouldn’t be hurt again, never.”
I looked at him. My tear has disappeared.
“That should be the last of your pain…” I shooked my head out of the daze.
“Okay! Stop!” I demanded, moving my hands.
“What?” Akinori questioned, suddenly confuse.
“With the lovely dovely thing. I have to tell you something”
Akinori nodded his head.
“Promise you won’t get mad or freak out?” I said.
“Cross my heart,” He promised. I sighed and looked down to my cut thumb, remember my calmness and collected self. Here goes nothing.
“Akinori, again, those things you said were really sweet but I don’t like you. I mean I love you. I mean I love you like a friend or a bother but nothing more. I don’t want it to be more, with you anyway. Everyone can clearly see that I, Kenjii, like… Well love Akatsuki,” I explained.
I saw the happiness in his eyes turn to sadness as fast, it was hard to believe. Is that even possible?
“Well…Okay” Akinori answered. That was all he could say and then he got up and left. While he was gone, all I could think to myself is, what have I done?
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