May 8, 2019

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No nightmares last night.

I'm relieved. I don't know what I'll do if I see the demon version of Mr. Harold again. Gods, I feel like I'm losing my mind.

Anyway, today's a pretty average day. It was not boring like the previous days that I had, but still..pretty average.

I was at home all day, playing video games on my laptop. I was trying to right something for the new novel that I'm working on, but writer's block got the best of me again.

It sucks, you know. I have all the time right now to finish a goddamn book but I can't seem to convince myself to do it. Whenever I sit in front of my laptop and try to come up with a brilliant idea, I always come up with nothing.

I'm a terrible writer.

Pero ewan ko ba, pagdating sa diary na 'to, nakakapagsulat ako nang maayos. Maybe I'm starting to enjoy writing about what's happening in my life. I mean, this summer was not as boring as I predicted it to be. I can't wait to be in Pangasinan. Siguradong maraming akong maisusulat about that amazing place.

Or, maybe, I'm just a lonely teenager whose scared to talk about himself, that's why he's writing it all down on a piece of notebook. Sounds like a girl thing to do, I know. But, fuck it. Sino ba kasi nagpauso ng mga gender norms na 'yan? Everyone should be free to do anything they want without those sexist bastards breathing down their necks.

Anyway, Hannah and I started to exchange text messages earlier today. I hope it'll become a regular thing.

Hindi pa rin niya nahahanap si Ollie. Wala ring naitutulong ang mga pulis dahil hindi naman makapagbigay ng lead si Hannah sa kung sino ang pwedeng kumuha sa aso niya. Halos dalawang araw pa lang naman si Ollie sa bahay nila at malamang, hindi pa niya nakukuha nang buo 'yung tiwala ng aso. Baka tumakas lang talaga 'yun.

Pero hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko 'yung nakita ko na ginagawa ni Mr. Harold. Somehow, I'm really convinced na si Ollie 'yung pinapalakol niya. Gusto ko sanang maghanap ng mga ebidensya pero hindi ko naman alam kung paano. I'm just an average 16-year-old dude, not a detective.

 Besides, I don't want to meddle with someone else's business.


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