As Donghyuck sat in silence looking at his feet, Jaehyun and Taeyong also sat in the same uncomfortable silence waiting for him to talk.
The older two watched as Donghyuck pulled his phone out of his pocket and presumably start messaging someone, someone important they gathered as they saw the smile on his face.
FullSun
Hyung.Markie99lee
What's up?
You only call me Hyung when something's wrong.FullSun
I'm 100% sure my hyungs r tryna get me 2 come out as gay 🥺Markie99lee
FullSun
That's beside the point!
I'm scaredMarkie99lee
Well, what are they doing?FullSun
Sat just staring at me
I mean just lookMarkie99lee
I stick to what I said a while back, also how come they just didn't say a thing after you took a picture?FullSun
I'll just ignore that
But Taeyong Hyung is just as badMarkie99lee
Okay I do see where you're coming from
Wow they ain't backing downFullSun
I know!
Well, it's basically my fault...Markie99lee
FullSun
HYUNG FFS LISTEN TO MEMarkie99lee
Okay, I'm sorry, what's the actual issue?FullSun
What if they don't accept me?Markie99lee
FullSun
Alright I get it sounds pathetic and I'm starting to realise it myself.
Okay, I'm gonna do this...Markie99lee
Tell me how it goesFullSun
Thank u xx"I'm ready to talk." He suddenly said which stopped Jaehyun from almost falling to sleep, they both sat up straight and looked expectantly towards him.
"I want you to know that...That-" The thing about Donghyuck was he suffered from panic attacks, nobody knew but he did. And they only ever occurred when he felt scared, stressed or upset.
Suddenly he became unaware of his surroundings; everything went blurry, his sight became fuzzed and his head was dizzy. Along with that, he couldn't breathe properly, he pulled his legs up to his head and tucked his face into his knees while gasping for breath.
"Hyuck?! Calm down, just breathe okay" Even the voice of Taeyong and the arms of Jaehyun around him didn't calm him down.
Out of impulse he quickly ran out of the front room and onto his room, he curled up into a ball on his bed and passed out.
-An hour later-
The feeling of hands running through his hair brought Doghyuck back into the world of awareness, his eyes fluttered open and he realised that Jaehyun was sat on his left and Taeyong on his right. In his room, on his bed. He took a deep breath looking at the two, now better than ever right?
"I'm gay."
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FanfictionBy sending the wrong text to the wrong number he saved his own life. -Themes including suicide are mentioned -Markhyuck -complete