The Villian's Baby || Nygmobblepot mpreg

Trying to tell him

Oswald's POV

After we finished the dinner, Olga cleaned everything up, while Ed and I sat down on the couch. I poured him and me the wine before we started talking. It was harder than I thought to tell him about my feelings. Every time I tried it, I lost my courage.
I could feel, he noticed that something was different. Concern was reflected in his beautiful brown eyes. Maybe I should just leave it and tell a lie instead.

Coward

Coward

Coward

Mother would be disappointed of you. My mind screamed in anger.

"Oswald?" I snapped out of my thoughts and turned my head to Ed, who looked at me frowning.

"Y-yes?" I stuttered nervously, not knowing if he said something to me before.

"You know you are my best friend, you can tell me everything, what burdens you I won't judge you for it." He said firmly, placing a hand on my shoulder.
It was just a small gesture but it almost drove me crazy.

"I know, I know. Uhm do you want another drink?" I said, trying to distract him.

"No no, I had enough already. I'm feeling a bit dizzy by now." He chuckled and straightened his glasses.

"Oh come, Ed, just for fun."

The tall man tried to refuse but as I looked at him with puppy eyes, he gave in.

"Tell me about your love life, Ed." I decided to start off with some simple questions, so he won't become suspicious.
He looked at me confused but suddenly burst out laughing.

"I can fill a room or just one heart. Others may have me but I can not be shared. What am I?" The riddler asked.

"Loneliness..." I answered emotionless.

"Correct, my dearest friend. So as you can see I have never been to someone except Miss Kringle." Ed took the last sip of his glass before he poured himself another.
As it seemed, he didn't care anymore about getting drunk.

"But did you ever love someone else than Miss Kringle?" I asked hopefully, studying him closely.

"As far as I can remember in my current condition...No I don't think so..."

All my hope that he might feel something for me vanished with just that one sentence.

I nodded slightly, I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore. It hurts but luckily the truth came out before I told him about my feelings. That would be pretty embarrassing.

"WHat aBoUT YoU, *hicks* Oswald?" He babbled drunkenly, taking a sip of his almost empty glass.

Wow...How did he drink that up so fast?

"I-I have never been in a relationship." I answered, feeling my cheeks heating up.

Suddenly he moved forward and pressed his lips against mine. I stared at him in shock but as soon as I realized what was going on I pulled back.

"W-What was t-that?"

"Listen, Oswald, *hicks* your my best friend and you deserve to know what love feels like *hicks*."

"N-No Ed, you are drunk and don't know what you are doing."

"Just let it happen, *hicks,* trust me."

"But-"

Before I could say anything more, he pulled me into another kiss. At first, I refused it but after some seconds I couldn't fight against it anymore. Hesitated I replied the kiss, not exactly knowing how it works. But soon the kiss turned into a passionate make-out season. Our tongues fought for dominance but I let him take control since he had more experience than me.

Huskily breathing he pulled away, looking me deep in the eyes with pure lustful expression.

"Let's continue this in the bedroom." He whispered.

"Ed, I don't think we should—"

"Shh, Oswald."

He got up, taking my hand and led me into my bedroom. I know it was wrong and we would probably regret it but right now I wanted nothing more than him. Just this once.

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~ Helix ❤