OCD??

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Okay so you guys I really think I have OCD or maybe just obsessive compulsive behavior and never really realized it until now.

I have these family members staying at my house for like a couple of days it hasn't even been a week and I'm done y'all!!
Everything's out of place, people are always moving around, talking loud, disturbing the flow of my house and I'm so aggravated -_- .

I really be going to the store just to leave the house. I seem mean but for years like ever since I was in middle school, it's only been my mom, my father, and me in our house and it's so weird having 5 yes I said 5 other people there.

I used to having my bathroom intact and clean, the kitchen having everything in place, my living room not being overcrowded, and just my family leaving me alone PERIOD.
I have no peace and I can't write even if I wanted to and believe me I tried yesterday, my house even smells different and it's not a good smell.

I just wanna scream bruh seriously and clean every single thing, every room, and wash everybody clothes, the whole shabang... I always realized I have some weird tendencies like always having to check that I locked, put the car in park, turned the lights off, AC off etc at least twice even if I know I did it. I seriously be going out into the night checking to see if I did every thing lol it's so bad and my parents be looking at me like I'm crazy.

I have to make sure my hot tools are off and unplugged even if I know I did it and my keys always have to be in my pockets when I'm out or I think I've lost them.

I've always just thought I was overly paranoid but now I think I should go to the doctor because I'm honestly scared now

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