Weirdo (Five x Reader)

Chap 8

Five's POV
I walked up the stairs and looked at Y/N's room as I passed it. I sighed and told the others goodnight before walking to my room and changing my clothes.
I spatial jumped into Y/N's room and saw her curled up on her bed with her face buried into her knees. I slowly walked over and sat next to her. She looked up at my sudden presence and we made brief eye contact. She pulled herself into my chest with no warning and hugged me tightly. I didn't ask any questions and hugged her back. I petted her head and whispered to her that everything was going to be ok.
"Five?"
"Yeah?"
"Why does she hate me so much..."
"I...I'm not sure"
"She's not wrong..." I heard her voice break, "I really am just a worthless bitch"
I hugged her tighter, "No Y/N you're not"
"I am! I don't do anything with you guys on missions...and my powers are useless..."
"Y/N-"
"No Five don't even try to defend me!" She pulled away from the hug and stared into my eyes. The look on her face saddened me.
"Y/N none of that's true! You're-"
"Useless? Pathetic? Worthless? Disappointing ? Pitiful? Pick your poison because I already know they're all true"
"Y/N you're not-"
"My Mom was right...I shouldn't have ever been born..."
My eyes widened, "Y/N! Please don't ever say anything like that!"
"I should've just died a couple months ago..." she said quietly and quickly covered her mouth.
"Y/N? What do you mean?"
"Nothing..."
I grabbed her wrists and stared into her eyes. "Y/N don't lie to me"
She squirmed and tried to pull her hands away. I held them tightly, "Y/N what did you mean?"
"Five-"
"Tell me."
"It's not important"
"Y/N it is to me"
She looked at her arms and violently shook her head.
"Y/N please-"
"No! Five I can't! I can't tell you..."
"You can Y/N! Why are you keeping this from me?"
"Because!"
"Because why?!"
"Because it'll make you hate me!"
I sat in silence and sighed, "Y/N nothing could make me hate you"
"Wanna bet?"
I chuckled, "Please just tell me...I can help..."
"Five I-" she sighed, "I tried to kill myself"
My eyes widened and I felt a tear slip down my cheek and I let go of her wrists. I quickly wiped my face. She looked up at me and I saw all the tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Why would that make me hate you?" I asked.
"Because? I...I don't know"
"I don't hate you"
She smiled softly, "Thank you"
I reached up to her face and wiped away her tears.
"Don't cry please" I said quietly.
She chuckled quietly, "Can you blame me?"
I shrugged, "Just dont"
"Hypocrite. I saw you crying too." she said quietly and I chuckled.
I pulled her in for a tight hug which she gladly returned.
"Five?" She asked while still hugging me.
"Yeah?"
"Thanks for being here for me"
I hugged her tighter, "You're welcome"
We sat hugging for a few minutes in silence before she pulled away. She laid back on her bed and I laid next to her. This wasn't too rare because we talked a lot a night.
"Whatcha wanna talk about tonight?" She asked.
"I actually kind of want to talk about time travel..." I said timidly.
"Ok, what about it?"
"What's it like?"
"Um it's weird, I like, go into a realm and set the time"
"Really?"
"Yeah it's weird"
"I bet. So like, how does you getting hurt work?"
"I'm not entirely sure"
"Well what do you know for sure?"
"It's just like a light slashes me...I don't know it's complicated"
"Oh"
She sat up, "Five?"
I sat up with her, "Yeah?"
"I don't want to sleep tonight"
"Y/N you have to"
"But-" she cut herself off. "I still don't want to"
"Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked.
She turned to face me and slightly blushed.
"Y/N? You ok? You turned pink"
She nodded.
"Ok so how can I help?"
"Um...could you...stay with me?" She asked.
I slightly blushed and nodded.
"Thanks Five...it's just that...y'know with my mom and...everything that happened...I'm not comfortable being alone..."
"I get it Y/N"
She smiled at me and laid down. I laid next to her and she pulled the blankets over us. I stayed awake until I heard her breathing slow down and fall asleep.
I spatial jumped out of her room and to mine, laying down and staring at my ceiling thinking.
She's my weakness