Supernatural BSM & Preferences

You deserve everything-Dean

In this, Dean finds out your 'boyfriend' beats you by coming back to the bunker seeing you covered in bruises, then after he's done beating him up, he admits his feeling he's hidden bout you for years since you teamed up with them.

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Your pov:

I was in my room crying silently for the past 15 almost 20 minutes, my 'boyfriend' was always constantly using me for his pleasure meaning hitting me, treating me like a slave, after 4 years I wanted my time on y/ex/n, I did nothing but show him love, try to keep him happy, he's always accused me for cheating on him with Dean, I can see why, I've always had feelings for him but whenever were out on a hunt, I get my own room, while he get to sleep with every chick he sees, I would try my best to tell Dean how I feel but four things would always pop in my head.

1. Y/ex/n pulls me away from Dean
2. He probably doesn't feel the same way bout me
3. Sam always has a case after we finish another one
4. I'm scared to tell bout what's happening cause I'll just hurt more.

I was resting my arm cast on my pillow while I tried to calm down, I forgot to mention I've just gotten home to the bunker from the hospital, y/ex/n had broken my arm because I forgot to get his laundry done, and to make him lunch, this is always constant, I'm tired of the pain, tired of hiding it from Sam and Dean, I want help so bad, but he'll kill me if I told Sam & Dean anything or them for that matter, I'd go insane if I ever lost the guys.

I put my sling on and got up to try to make myself food , I went into the kitchen and got myself a beer to drown my pain, I heated myself some pizza and as I turned around I jumped seeing cas

"Cas, you scared the crap out of me" I smiled softly, and he looked at me confused

"Y/n, is everything okay? I can sense something is wrong" I quickly shook my head

"N-no, Cas, I'm fine, I'm happy, I'm smiley...everything is fine" I put on a fake smile and Cas got closer and I backed away

"C-Cas, no, I-'m just s-sore from a hh-unt I did o-on my o-own" he looked at me confused again

"Y/n, you only stutter when your scared or upset, want me to get Sam and Dean?" I immediately shook my head as tears started to go down my cheeks

"N-no, p-please, cas you have to promise to keep this a secret from them....."  I didnt realise the guys came in until Sam spoke up

"Keep what a secrect from us? You might aswell tell us now, cause theres no way were letting this slide,now spill" I sighed annoyed and immediately drank the rest of my beer in one sitting, then chugged another as I was drinking Dean snatched it out of my hand and looked at me.

"Y/n i have no idea what's wrong with you but you have to tell us now, you never drink this much unless we celebrate something " he set me on the counter and I bit my lip in pain crying softly

"Fine, but no one touch me, dont even come near me and no one interruptsme" I shouted and Dean automatically backed up