Random, collated thoughts put to paper through emotion and expressions, and a mind that works it's flow.
Love, Lillian x
x Disclaimer: this is purely my own work. if my lines seem similar to other poems, this is purely coincidental. some poems/boo...
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I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself had felt like.
I poured in so much of my love into you and then you left, all grown up.
I poured and poured my knowledge, my love and most importantly I poured my heart into bringing you up
and now I felt like I'd used all the love in my body without you here, I'd felt empty.
how much pain and misery I'd gone through had been forgotten
But now that you we're all grown up and moving out of my little house, I realised I was
loving you more than I loved myself, that I forgot how much I hated myself
--- I ended the book on this type of poem. I just felt- our parents do do a lot for us, and no matter how angry they get at us, no matter how made we get at them, we still love each other.
they gave up time that they could use to get 'rich' to bring us up the best they could and wished for us the things they couldn't have had or have achieved. we should appreciate them. sure, we don't always see eye to eye, but life is short- as cliche as it may sound. you never know when a person is to depart, that's only for Allah, for God, for Buddha, for what you believe in as being the Almighty, to know. so cherish what you have now. "you never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory."
After that, I'd just like to make clear of the context of this poem here, like the background information. This poem is talking about a girl who was raped at the age of nineteen- she'd just got into a break up a couple of days ago and then the rapist found her. This poem talks about how she couldn't bring herself to forgive herself, accept herself and talks about how she loved her child more than she loved herself. This is why you should respect your parents, because I'm sure they'd do anything for you. Some just have other ways of showing it.
