Random, collated thoughts put to paper through emotion and expressions, and a mind that works it's flow.
Love, Lillian x
x Disclaimer: this is purely my own work. if my lines seem similar to other poems, this is purely coincidental. some poems/boo...
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you know starting everyday is a pain I can't go on without thinking of your name
It's pops everywhere I look Everywhere I turn You're there and I don't know what to do
Since you crashed In that stupid Ford Fiesta Your drunk dad owned
I'm gone
I don't know what to do
You were always right beside me Helping me with my every move
Do you know how much I miss your smile? How much I miss you all the while?
I'm thinking of going next door To your mum again but Something's stopping me.
It's your face that's plastered on every wall
Your shoes, their still in the mess you left them, Outside of the front door. Your room, it's still like a bomb blew up, Papers scattered everywhere, As you were revising for that English mock.
And last, your guitar The one you always take around school It's still laying on your bed Adjacent to your desk.
I know Each and every corner of your room How the board with pictures is still half full, How the music sheets are showing me That one song you wrote, asking me to be yours, to be your boyfriend.
Your mum, she hasn't walked inside that room. The door, it's always slightly ajar Like your still living and breathing inside.
But your dead And it kills everyone I know Everyone you knew
So when I say starts everyday Is a pain When I say I can't go on Without thinking of your name
I mean it. And I really wished you were here To see me smile. To see you smile.
But I can't. It's gone. And I don't know if I'm fine, Anymore.
