🌺Beauty And The Gorilla 🦍 (SEQUEL TO THERE FOR HIM , BY: Tarah Arshaunti❤)

🌺TWENTY FIVE🦍

                                Tarah's POV:

Here I am crying over that same nigga that promised he'd never leave me again , same nigga that vowed to never cheat , same nigga I almost lost my life over twice.

Same nigga I fought bitches over , same nigga I gave myself to for the first time , Same nigga I stayed committed to for what ?

Look where we at , Look how shit played out , I couldn't wait to crush his heart somehow , I can't wait to give that promise ring back , and that 'Gee Money' chain , he can let that bitch wear it .

I hope I never see her , cause I know Ima beat her ass , I put that on ME.

Bitches knew wassup , she picked the right time too, luckily I wasn't in BR , I would've caught A charge .

She ain't even cute 🙄 the bitch ratchet looking with acne , tf . Yeah okay .

I tried to stay off social media but I couldn't And that's all I Seen .

The bitch even uploaded videos of them kissing 🖕🏽👊🏽‼️

I been mad for A WHOLE Week , Cause why ?

It look like they in love too, his ugly ass haven't posted shit .

I Guess he feel like he don't got to explain shit .... mm .

I wanted to fight him soooo badly , but .. was it worth it ? Was it worth getting my ass whooped by provoking him to ?

Ion Think So but ... I Don't Know What to do really .

I've Been Trying To Keep It together but I definitely can't .

The girls been taking Kylie places and going out but me ? I been staying in , watching tv , sick to my stomach .

I keep wondering what it would be like if none of this would've happened .

Would he have still cheated ?

Was he already cheating ?

Had he been this whole time ? I was losing myself all so quickly for What ?

The nigga obviously didn't care at all , or he'd be here .

I really couldn't take it anymore I decided to get away to clear my mind A bit or Atleast try.

I forced myself out of bed , took A shower and put on A red jumpsuit for the day .

I pulled my straight hair up into A tight sophisticated ponytail that stopped midways down my back .

Applying red gloss to my full lips , I realized red always compliments my skin tone .

I slipped my red polished toes into some clear Louis Vuitton red bottoms .

I flashed A bright smile in the mirror before adding A herringbone necklace & bracelets on my neck and wrist .

The girls were gone and I thought it was actually best I Go out alone .

Once I got to the city , I got myself breakfast and ate in Alone .

When I was done I headed to the mall, went shopping ,Got a pretzel and waited on an uber .