The more you hate the more you love

Chapter 59 - Choice

Chapter 59 - Choice
Sydney's POV
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Nagising ako na nakasandal si Nick sa bukas ko na pintuan with a tray of food in his hands. Nang mapansin niya na gising ako he knocked.

Kinamot ko yung mata ko and gently slapped my cheeks to wake me up.

"You didn't had dinner, so I made you breakfast" Linapitan niya ko and he placed the tray on my bed.

Hindi ako nag dinner kagabi because as soon as I got back I fallen asleep. That's why naka uniform padin ako kahit walang pasok ngayon.

"Thank you" I was about to eat when he sat down my bed, and looked at me.

"Here's the thing, I found out hindi si Karl kinita mo kahapon" Binaba ko yung kutsara na hawak ko "So who was it with?"

Tinignan ko siya, hindi niya inaalis yung tingin sa mata ko. We just stared at each other without anyone making any sound. Until I decided to speak.

"Lucas" Inalis ko yung tingin ko sa mata niya, hindi ko kayang tumingin sakanya knowing I lied. He gently held my chin and made me look at him, pinipilit ko na iwasan yung mata niya kahit na nakahawak siya sakin.

"Why didn't you tell me" He let go of my chin, and I immediately looked at the food, "Look at me, Sydney"

He said in a very calm tone, kaya I slowly looked up at him.

"Because I know what would happen" He held my hand at umiling iling.

"No, you don't Syd. I wish you would stop overthinking a situation, it's preventing you from getting help, it's preventing you from being honest... with me" I bit my lower lip because of what he said, it's true lagi kong tinitignan yung possible outcome, without knowing if I'm right or wrong with what I've predicted.

"I'm sorry" Lumapit siya sakin and hugged me, sumandal ako sa braso niya.

"No more secrets" 

"No more secrets" Hinigpitan niya yung akap sakin. Narinig ko na kinuha niya yung kutsara, at inalis na niya yung akap niya sakin.

Tinignan ko na lagyan niya ng pagkain yung kutsara, and he faced me.

Nginitian ko siya ng dahan dahan niyang nilalapit yung pagkain sakin. 

"Say 'Ah' baby" I did what he said pero biglang siyang yung kumain nung pagkain na nilagay niya. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin at inagaw yung kutsara sakanya "Gutom din ako"

I ignored what he said at inaasar siya habang kumakain ako. I decided to do what he did.

Nilapit ko sakanya yung kutsara, at kumunot noo nito. Alam ko na nasa isip nito dahil ginawa na niya sakin yung gagawin ko.

Dahan dahan ko din nilapit sakanya at nung papalapit na sakanya ilalayo ko na dapat kaso hinawakan niya yung kamay ko causing the food to spill all over the bed.

Tumawa kami pareho sa kalokohan namin at niligpit agad yung kumalat na pagkain sa kama.

"It's like watching those korean drama scenes come to life" Napatingin kami sa nagsalita and we saw Natalie, na may hawak na ice cream. "I know you'll ask, yes I've been here for a few minutes now"

Pinalapit ni Nick si Natalie at inabot sakanya yung tray na pinaglagyan ng pagkain ko.

"Dalhin mo sa kusina, at umalis ka na dito" Nakita ko na kumunot noo ni Natalie at binalik agad kay Nick yung tray at naghalukipkip tsaka tumingin sakin.