Its Been You

Shocked

"Oh My God ." He Said . "I Know , It's Me .. I'm Really Here ." I Said With A Weak Smile . He Pulled Me into A Tight Hug , I Flinched In Pain . "Lexi , You Okay ?" He Said Pullig Away . "I'm Fine , it's Just .. I'm Fine ." And To My Luck He Spotted Bruises . "Lexi , look At This Cuts And Bruises You're Not Okay !" He Said His Eyes Examining Each Bruise And Cut . "I Said I'm Fine ." I Protested . "But Not Fine For Long ." I Mumbled .

Alex Is Gonna Realize I'm Gone Sooner Or Later . And I Dont Know If He'll Look For Me , But Theres A Chance . Unless He Thinks I Called The Cops . If He Thinks That He's Probably Frantically Packing . Trying To Get Out If Here To Another City, Might Even Change His Name .. I Dont Know . "Lex .." Diggy Said Waving His Hand In My Face . I Snapped Out Of My Thoughts . "Yeah ?" I Said Shaking My Head . "I'm Glad Your Okay As In Alive ." He Said Putting His Fist Up . I Flinched , Gasped And Quickly Backed Away . I Heard Za Get Out Of The Car . I Was In Shock . He Didn't Hit Me . Was He Going To ? That's What Alex Did . Balled His Fist Up That exact Same Way When He Was Ready To Punch Me Dead In My Eye , Lip , nose , Anywhere .

"Lexi ." I Heard Za Say . I Was In Shock . I Couldnt Move . Alex Traumatized Me . My Fear Is A Guy Hitting Me Now . Say Somethig Lexi ! Move ! Blink ! I Tried To Say To Myself . I Couldnt , I Couldnt Break Out Of This Shock If My Life Depended On It . "Blink . Alexis ! " Za Said . "I'm Gonna Get Her Out Of Here . Then He Picked Me Up . Oh No , Just As Alex Did . "No !" I Screamed And Began To Kick , Tears Streaming Down My Face . "Let Me Go ! Put Me Down , Please !" I Yelled My Cheeks Soaking Wet . "Alex ! Alex ! " I Screamed . "Alex , Stop !" I Yelled . Za Put Me Down And Shook Me . "Lexi !" He Said I Fell To The Ground And Sobbed . I Was Shaking , in Shock , Crying . Hold it Together Alexis !

Za Crouched Down To My Side . "Lex , it's Okay . It's Me , Za ." I Began To calm Down . Taking Deeper , Slower Breaths . It's Settled , Alex Has Traumatized Me For Life . Why ? Why Did He Have To Do This To Me ? "Alexis .." Za Said As He Shook Me . I Slowly Opened My Eyes And Looked At Him . "Maybe I Should Lay You Down In The Back ." He Said As He Tried To Carry Me . "No !" I Said Hitting His Hands , Kicking My Feet . "Lexi !" He Said . I lifted Myself Up and Rubbed My Eyes . What Just Happened ?

Do You Mean To Tell Me This Is How It's Gonna Be Forever ? Whenever Someone Does These Things It's Gonna Trigger A Flashback Of The Way Alex Kidnapped Men? Great . Just What I need . "Za ?" I Asked Weakly . "Yeah ." He Said Breathing Deeply . "I Need To Go ." I Said Standing Up . "Go Where ?" He asked Concerned . "Home , Take Me Home Please ." I Asked Tearing Up . "Okay ." He Agreed . He Told Diggy He'd Get Me To Talk To Him Later and Go To Into The Car . When We Reached The house i Saw My Dads Car in The Drive Way . And Then Za Asked The Question I Was Hoping Everyone Would Avoid . "Lexi , The Day You Got kidnapped .. What Happened ." He Said Switching His Glance To Me . I Looked Down At My Feet Putting My Face In My Hands . Where Do I Begin ? Does He Honestly Think I'm Ready To Talk About This ?

I Breathed In . "Za , I Promise You When I'm Ready To Talk About It You'll Be There First One I'll Talk To About It .. But Today Just isnt That Day ." I Said Holding Back Tears . He Rubbed My Back To Comfort Me . "No Matter Where The Future Takes Us , Know That I'll Always Be Here For You When You Need A Shoulder To Cry On ." He Said With A Reassuring Smile . "Thanks , Xavier ." I Weakly Spoke .