Forever Mine

chapter 13

"Um.. I... Uh... Sorry," I put my head under the covers and flipped over on my stomache. I silently cursed at myself for being such an idiot. Harry would never feel that way about me and I shouldn't feel that way about him. Were too different.

I'm still a virgin.

And he would use me just to take it. He is that kind of person. But when I look into his eyes, he's a completely different person.

But I can't let his kind eyes fool me. The more I look at him the more I feel as if he is different.

"I knew you wanted me," he smirks and my heart drops. God he is such an asshole. He has no respect for me whatsoever.

"I actually don't so you can go to sleep now and stop making my life a living hell now bye," I wave at him with a fake smile plastered across my face. "Actually Harry, I'll just go to Niall's. Maybe somebody will actually want me," I got up and grabbed my purse and clothes and began to walk out of his bedroom which he'd been standing right outside of.

The second I shut the door and took a step back, he pushed my arm right back into the door. He pushed the arm that was holding all my stuff and my purse made a loud thunking noise when it hit the ground. It didn't phase Harry but I flinched.

"You're not going anywhere," his eyes were cold and hard. Causing me to cower back in fear. My arm began to hurt and I whimpered in pain.

He pulled away and looked down at where he had been holding me. He put his head down to my arm and gently kissed where his hand was. "I'm so sorry. Just please, don't go," I nodded a quick yes and turned around and slammed the door in his face. I put my back against the door and slid down it with my face in my hands. I can't help but cry. Harry makes me an emotional mess. Why would he just grab me like that right after he pretty much told me he didn't want me. God damn he is so confusing.

-Harry's POV-

I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to hurt her. It was an accident. I just didn't want her to leave. I don't show my feeling the way normal people do.

I can hear her crying on the other side of the door. I did that. It's my fault. She's been through so much.

But I don't date. I just don't. I fuck around with girls. That's who I am. I don't like to be tied down. But she makes me want to be. She's so beautiful. Every inch of her face is flawless. And she didn't let me disrespect her. She hit me. And I liked it.

I can't stand the way Niall hurt her. But I also hate that she has feelings for him but I can't do this to her.

I can't hurt her because I know I will.

I need to stop thinking about her like this. I need to get her out of here but if I do she will have nowhere to go. Nowhere. Before I knew it I was dialing someones number. Someone who I know will come here and do whatever I want her too.

Michaela.

She will do anything I ask. She was the last person I had sex with.

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