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Chapter 16
I woke up, opening my eyes and stretching. I glanced around. I was in Ford's room....
All of the memories came rushing back. Me, making out with some guy, like a whore. Maybe Ford and Ruby were right... Maybe I really was a whore.
I started crying and then I felt arms wrap around my waist and pull me close to their hard chest. I turned to hide my face in Ford's neck, while I still cried. "What's wrong, Baby?" He asked me. I couldn't help but to answer, even through my loud sobs.
"I- I... I'm a whore!"
"Aw... No you're not, Tear Drop!"
"Yes I am! You even said for yourself!"
"Listen... I know I said that, but I'm a dick, and I lied. You are not a whore."
"But I totally made out with some random guy last night! I didn't even know his name! I'm so sorry!"
"Don't be." He smiled, and hugged me hard. "Just don't lie to me ever again."
What? "...When did I ever lie to you?"
He sighed. "I know it wasn't rape, Tear Drop. I'm not stupid."
"It was rape, and I don't care what you think! I didn't ever lie to you! They have raped me since I was 12 fucking years old, Ford!"
He was stunned, and didn't do anything but hug me tight.
He tried to comfort me afterwards, but it really wasn't working. I was a whore. And I knew it. After some time, I quit crying, and Ford helped me search for my phone. It wasn't any where in the house, so Ford drove me to the tree house. We looked everywhere. On the magazine rack, under the carpet, in the game rack, around the mini refrigerator. It was nowhere. Finally, I just gave up and laid down on the rug. Ford lay next to me, and we were just looking into each others eyes. And I saw pity in his.
I sighed, stood up, and started climbing down the rope. I walked through the leaves and sticks, until I finally got to the car, where Ford grabbed my arm and forced me to look at him.
"What is wrong?" He interrogated.
I took a deep breath. "Ford, if you're going to pity me, I don't want to be around you."
"What?" He was confused, obviously.
"You know what! Don't play dumb! You and I both know that you pity me. And it's so much that I don't want to have to deal with it!
He looked stunned. "Are you crazy? What normal person wouldn't pity you? You've been raped since you were 12! So... let's go back to the tree house. Please?" He begged.
The way he said it, I guess I'd understand if he pitied me. That didn't mean that I liked that he did, though.
Once we were in the tree house again, I laid down on the little carpet, and he laid next to me. We started kissing, and he traveled his kisses down my neck, down my stomach, and all the way back up. Then his hand trailed down to my leg, where it touched my inner thigh.
After I had m first orgasm, (not from sex), we went back to Evan’s house.
"Babe, I'm tired. Let's go to sleep. I'm pretty worn out after doing so much work." He winked at me, and I blushed.
"Perv." He laughed and kissed my neck. "Actually, I want to check my e mail, and then I'll go to bed. Okay?" He nodded, and went into our room. I walked into the computer room and turned on the lap top.
I went onto Hotmail and went into inbox. I had one message.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 10, 2008
Body:
You Haven't texted me back... are you mad at me or sumthin?
I laughed and replied back.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
No Sir. I lost My Phone. D:
About five minutes later, I went back to inbox and found that he had messaged me back.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
Oh. lol. I thought you were pissed at me for some reason.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Never. lol. So, what's going on? I haven't talked to you in what feels like forever!
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
Not a lot. I tried to tell my mom... about it. but she didn't believe me again, and again told my dad. it was like déjà vu.
My heart dropped as I read it. I wished I could go to wherever he was and steal him from his parents. His mom was obviously a bitch, and the dad, a rapist.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Damn, Stranger. I'm so sorry.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
It's okay, not your fault at all. So... Has anything happened to you?
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Well, yeah. My brother’s friends, twice.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
I'm sorry Marley. Really.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Not your fault. Really.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
I know, but I can still feel bad for you.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Yeah, I know. So, has any lucky girl caught your eye?
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Maybeyyy...... C:
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Awwwwwwww! And Nice smiley. I thnk im going to use that on from now on.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
She likes me too, but we aren't dating. And Thanks. lol
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Why don't you ask her out?
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
Because she'll say no.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Why would she do that?
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
Because I'm an asshole.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May12, 2008
Body:
Well I don't think you're an asshole.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
Well Thats good C:
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
To: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
Date: May 12, 2008
Body:
Yepp. So, I have to go to sleep with my special someone C: so goodnight Stranger. xoxo
I felt retarded putting the xoxo hugs kisses, but at least he would know he was loved by someone. He messaged me back about three minutes later.
Subject: Omegle friend!
From: ImAmazingInUrBed@Hotmail.com
To: Fuck_You@Hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2008
Body:
:O You Didn't Tell me?!?!?!?!? DETAILS TOMORRROW! But goodnight. sleep welllll(; xoxo
I laughed and shut the computer off. Then, I ran into Ford's room and jumped onto the bed. I quickly got under the covers and snuggled with Ford. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and together we went to sleep.
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Okay, guys, i hope you liked the chapter! I added Stranger into the chapter because some people were requesting, so i thought i would be nice and add him. and because i didn't know what else to write. lol. sooo... REMEMBER: 20 votes, 15 comments.
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