After I do || Taehyung ff

let me guide you ♡

"uh oh, i'm falling in love (realization)
oh no, i'm falling in love again (fear)
oh, i'm falling in love (acceptance)"
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Taehyung : Give me a second-

He did a quick failed attempt to look composed before he twisted the door knob to open it. And the moment he did, his view got blocked as y/n had pushed herself in, making him stumble back in the bathroom. His back hit the counter top of the sink while his right hand held onto that counter to support himself. His other hand reached for her waist while her hand held his face in place with her lips pressed against his.

Taehyung remained frozen in his place while he felt Y/n pestering his face with light kisses. So light that he could melt right there. But they shouldn't be- But why shouldn't we? When she's the one initiating it? Aniya- she is perplexed now. Because I had said that all. Yes, she is perplexed. My reaction is what that is making her do this. Yes. We should .I have to-

His eyes scrunched up while he tried to move his head with his arms reaching for hers to stop her.

Taehyung : Y/n... You don't-

Y/n didn't allowed him to finish his words. Instead she captured his lips again in a messy sloppy kiss with her fingers caressing his cheeks softly. Taehyung could feel his heart rate exalrating with each passing second, making it harder for him to catch his breath. But he has to. He has to stop. So he found himself trying to back away from her again despite of the temptation

Taehyung : y/n It w-would be wrong-
Y/n : Aniya tae....

Leaving light peaks around his cheeks and jaw she mumbled.

Y/n : Don't taehyung..... Don't feel guilty.

Taehyung remained still as y/n moved back. Her nose still nudging his skin as she spoke.

Y/n : I wanted it that day taehyung....

Her thumb lightly brushed over his lower lip as she continued

Y/n : Just like how I want it to happen today Tae.

Taehyung's gaze moved from her lips to back on her glistening eyes while she said

Y/n : I don't need to think or know anything else anymore taehyung.. as long as it's you. It will always be you.

Saying this she leaned closer to capture his lips again with her trembling ones. Her shaking fingers reached from his hand and placed it on her waist as she mumbled on his lips

Y/n : Please touch me Tae....

Her plam moved from his chest to his shoulder to gain balance cause she felt too weak. Too exhausted from the back and forth game. Closing her eyes she could feel her cheeks getting wet while the feeling of being defeated gushed over her. Am I too late? Too late to make you rethink- it was only then when she realised not just her cheeks but her fingers that was on his cheeks were getting damped too which made her finally open her eyes and notice that.... Notice that he too had looked the same like her. It wasn't just her who was a mess. But he too was. Tears were streaming down his gorgeous face while he gradually found himself stopping to resists against her. Sniffling her tears away, she gently gazed her lips over his cheeks to take the tears away while pleading.

Y/n : Taehyung- Please don't...

Please don't.... Was it to tell him to not feel guilty or was it to tell him to stop crying? He didn't knew. Neither he bothered to know. Cause she was like that forbidden fruit which he couldn't help but desire more earnestly despite of all the odds. She was that forbidden fruit from which he could never look away. So he ended up nodding his head to give answer of the sentence that said please don't. But even though he had nodded his head to agree, he still somehow couldn't bring himself up to completely take her. He still found himself hesitating while reaching for her lips. His lips still trembled against her making it harder for him to capture hers. Y/n could clearly see how despite of everything he was still struggling to accept it all. And how couldn't he when she herself had made him doubt on everything they had ever had? Cupping his cheeks reassuringly she spoke again while smiling at him with her glistening eyes