The Caliginous

13. Señorita

I love it when you call me señorita
I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya
But every touch is ooh la la la
It's true la la la
Ooh I should be running
Oooh you keep me coming for ya

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The Royal Heights Apartments, Edinburgh

12 a.m.

Anaya's pov

Murderous Tenderness

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@shalu890 Okay so basically the girl has DADDY ISSUES

@sojayaar Hero ka naam abhi tk pata laga??

@naammeinkuchnhirkha One should never talk to her father like that, aisa bhi kya gunah kiya hoga father ne zyada se zyada.

Cocooned inside my blanket at 12 a.m. at night, instead of sleeping, I was reading the comments on my story.

How can I even sleep?

I asked him to leave my apartment badly today.

He must think I am a selfish bitch because I told him all my story and then asked him to leave just because he was caring for me and asked me if I was okay.

I don't know.

Well to be honest at that time I felt so bad that how can he even think of such rubbish.

But then I realised that he is a lawyer.

He has seen a lot of cases and he was just concerned for me.

I think Amrit bhai is right.

I must be hallucinating.

How funny it is that in my story, Tanishqa is a victim of sleep paralysis and here, I am getting weird hallucinations.

I asked Amrit bhai to send me cctv footages.

Because I cried after Shae left my apartment.

I couldn't believe any single thing.

So I had to see it for myself.

After my breakup, I used to get sleep paralysis.

And I hated that.

I couldn't feel anything.

And because I hated it, I gave it to my character of book.

Such a bad author I am right?

But it's true that most of the writers write their own story in books but in a moulded way.

Before when I used to wake up all sweating after the paralysis, I used to go to Amrit bhai and he would hug me and tell me that no matter what he will always be there for me and understand me.

Amrit bhai is something no one can predict.

He is not the polite kind of person, who is lovey dovey.

But he surely would change into one if he sees me crying or scared.

I saw the video clip he sent me for 2 hours on repeat.

I was sleeping in my bedroom, I woke up and then sat on the bed for some time.

Then I went into the kitchen and cooked the pasta.

Turned on the tv and sat on the couch.

And slept.