Chapter 16

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We get home from shopping, leaving me with literally just enough time to shower and get ready.
I take an everything shower, shaving all over and using the most amazing peach body scrub. I get out in a hurry and start playing my getting ready playlist on Spotify to hype me up for tonight. I'm randomly overcome with nerves. Rafe and I are boyfriend and girlfriend. Everyone is going to know. How are they going to react with us being step-siblings? How are the pogues going to react? What if he wants to fuck me tonight and I don't perform well in bed? My thoughts won't stop. I switch to the next song. "Power Over Me" by Dermot Kennedy begins to play. I LOVE THIS SONG. It definitely helps chase those negative thoughts out of my mind. "You got that power over me. My, my. Everything I hold dear resides in those eyes." I sing along to the song.

I start to do a sexy, little dance while doing some more dramatic makeup than I normally wear and I do my hair in a cute half up-half down hairstyle.
My hair looks like this:

I'm thinking tonight I'm going braless with a sexy, red, silk thong

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I'm thinking tonight I'm going braless with a sexy, red, silk thong. Then I put on my dress and some heels. My dress looks like this:

My phone buzzes on my bed, I rush to pick it up

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My phone buzzes on my bed, I rush to pick it up.

RAFE: Are you ready?
LEXI: Yes!! But you can't see me until the party!
RAFE: Please, baby.
LEXI: Meet you at the party ;) love you <3
RAFE: You're so lucky it's your birthday. Love you too <3

I wait a little while just jamming out to my playlist and waiting for everyone to leave so I can leave, also. I peak out my bedroom window and see the four of them pile into Ward's truck and then leave. Thank God, Rafe didn't bring his truck. That just guarantees he'll be riding home with me. It's my time to shine. I grab my phone and keys and head out to the party venue.

The venue is decorated so beautifully. I asked for a red and black theme this year because red always makes me feel sexy. It's just a bonus that it's Rafe's favorite, too. There's a really cute balloon arch at the entrance. (The balloons are red and black. No gold).

 No gold)

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