The Epitome of Algedonic Love

45: UN-SANITY

"Un-Sanity" refers to a state of mind that falls somewhere in between complete sanity and full-blown insanity. It's a term that's not widely used or recognized in the medical community, but it's a way for some people to describe a mental state that's outside the norm but not necessarily pathological. '- Psychiatrist Philip S. Graven

WARNING ALERT🚨 Not for Minors. Very light.

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❆ CLÍODHNA EISDRACHEN POINT OF VIEW ❆

I'm starting to lose my composure, and I don't mean in a good way, but in a bad way.

It used to be easy for me to convince myself not to get angry about things, but right now, I'm feeling a bit different.

I can't quite explain it, but the scene on the battlefield and Helvil's face are buried deep in my brain. It's as if I'm on the verge of losing it, desperately wanting to wipe that smirk off his face. I've never hated anyone this much in my entire life, and now I can't help but feel this overwhelming urge to do something to ease my anger, but I just can't figure out what.

My mind is drifting to all sorts of places, flooded with thoughts and overwhelmed with a tremor running through my body. I've realized that it's possible to shiver with rage. It's possible for anger to consume every inch of my mind. Right now, all I can think of is hunting down Helvil and teaching him a lesson.

I sit on the edge of my bed and gaze around the room. I absentmindedly wipe my face and close my eyes for a few seconds. My head is throbbing, and it feels like the whole room is swaying with every move I make.

It's so draining, exhausting, yet I can't pinpoint where exactly this fatigue is coming from.

I'm... I'm just tired. That's all I know right now.

The door to the shower room opened, and out walks Hera. Her hair is slightly damp, though not fully dry yet. She's wrapped in a small towel, barely enough to conceal her thighs. It's too short, really.

I took a moment to observe her, trying to find peace in her presence. Her captivating eyes meet mine, and for a brief moment, I forget about the anger, the battle, and everything else. She walks closer, her steps are silent yet powerful.

Her long legs glistened under the dim lighting, drawing my attention instantly. As her seductively piercing blue eyes locked with mine, I couldn't help but feel a surge of eagerness to hold her.

My gaze traveled down her neck, where tiny droplets of water lingered, while her nicely shaped breasts acted as a secure anchor for her towel, preventing it from slipping. They were not overly large, but definitely not flat either - the perfect balance.

I had been fortunate enough to touch them a few times, savoring their softness in my hands. The sensation was so enticing; I imagined squeezing them gently, enjoying their slight give under my fingertips, causing them to bounce ever so slightly.

And her curves were simply mesmerizing, exuding a captivating seduction. Her figure was neither excessively curvy nor too slender; it was an exquisite blend of perfection.

Kahit na mayroong takip ang mga pribadong parte ng kanyang katawan, my mind couldn't help but picture her completely naked.

I swallowed hard as I continued to admire her body while she's walking seductively towards me.

My body froze as she slowly lowered herself onto my lap, her legs brushing against mine, with her left side pressing against my right. Her back and upper body aligned perfectly with mine.