Theory of Love

Chapter 16

He was looking at me with an unreadable emotion which made me want to curl up in a ball away from his eyes which seemed to be looking through me. He was stroking my cheek with his thumb and it all became too much, my legs felt like they were about to give out

“Jungkook”, my voice came out as a needy whisper.

“Jagiya”, I almost let out a moan when he said this. Did I know what it meant? Hell no but I liked the way he said it.  I watched as his face was slowly inching closer to mine, was he about to kiss me ? Would I let him?

I gulped, my eyes and his met but his eyes went from my eyes to my lips. The hand that was on my chin went to my waist and I could physically fell the goosebumps break out.

“Do you want me to stop?”

Hell no! I don’t want you to stop that’s what I wanted to say but somehow my tongue felt heavy. He mistook my silence for disagreement because he pulled away only to be stopped by my hand which had been unconsciously gripping his tshirt.

Clearing my throat, I let go.

“Sorry”, I said

“Gwaenchana”, he said backing away fully and going to the other side of the kitchen. It was for the best that’s what I kept telling myself but my mind kept replaying the last few seconds and a part of me wondered what if I let him proceed.
God I need to get a grip, I need to think of something else and not that.

“Hey Jungkook, do you have any beer?”

He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

“What?” I asked offended.

“You said you don’t drink”.

“Yes I do, I never said that I’m a very good drinker thank you very much”.

“Mmh”

I scoffed, “I drink better than you actually I just didn’t want to brag about myself”

He smirked then went to the fridge, what was he doing. I strained my neck to see what he was up to.

“Okay, let’s see”, he said placing two beer mugs on the counter and I crossed my arms.

“Yes we shall”.

Has Jungkook’s house always been bendy, and did he multiply?

I reached out my finger to poke one Jungkook and they both turned to face me, are they like …Twinssss???

I gasped, “Jungkook you afe a twin, you didn’t tell me”

Here I am thinking we’re friends and he hid something so big like this from me.

Jungkook’s POV

She was adorable, she was an adorable drunk. She was three mugs in and already drunk. She had been poking my cheek for the past ten minutes and repeating how I have a twin.
I watched as she blinked looking at the Television.

I don’t know how I did it earlier, because my self restraint had never been tested as it had. All that was going through my mind was to kiss her, it took all of my willpower to step away from her.

My eyebrows creased, I know she wanted it. She wanted me to keep going just as much as I did but her uncertainty held her back.  I wanted her to break past that, I’m ready to do anything for her to see how much I wanted her.

Wanted her love, her time, her flaws and attention all to myself. In turn I would overwhelm her with all my love, but like I said I have to go slow with her.

“Jungkookieeeeeee” she said and stared at me. She then did something that always made my heart race, she smiled at me. Damn it I have it bad for this woman.