i want you hyunjin || hyunlix

overdrive

- felix -

     why did we have to arrive at the drive-thru so soonnnn? the back of my scalp still tingles from having hyunjin's fingers in my hair seconds ago. reliving everything in my mind, i can almost feel hyunjin's hot tongue against my neck and the pressure of his hand on my— trying to pull my mind out from the gutter, i watch as hyunjin leans forward to talk through the privacy divider.

how is he so pulled together? is he not as affected as me? the nervous thoughts taint my hazy mind with streaks of gray and i scan hyunjin with my eyes, reading his body language for signs that he's affected too. when my roaming eyes reach his lap, i notice his hands clasped together and laid there. oh.

"... and felix would like... felix? felix?" i don't notice hyunjin trying to get my attention until his hand is waving in front of my face. finally, i snap out of it.

"oh, sorry? i was spacing out. what did you say?" hyunjin suppresses a smirk.

     "our driver, mr. ahn, would like to know your mcdonald's order," hyunjin explains, keeping his expression as blank as possible.

"oh, right. the green onion burger please," i request, quickly turning away from hyunjin and speaking through the partition.

"will that be all?" mr. ahn asks, brown eyes meeting mine through the rear-view mirror.

"yes, thank you, sir," i respond, nervously wondering if he can tell what we were doing back here. how red are my lips? am i blushing? as mr. ahn pulls up to the drive-thru window, i reach my hands up to my face, checking for warmth. my fingertips feel cold against my hot cheeks. oh god. i fan my face with my hands for a second before realizing that i'm being even more obvious and quickly dropping them.

"are you okay?" hyunjin whispers, gently placing a hand on my knee. i blink a few times and shake my head, trying to clear it. we'll figure it out. that's what hyunjin said when i asked if we will be okay if our relationship gets leaked. and i'm sure our driver signed an nda. i shove down my worries as far as i can.

     "yeah, i'm fine. are you?" i ask, keeping my voice normal. before he can respond, mr. ahn turns to hand us our bag of food and i smoothly slip hyunjin's hand off my leg as i reach to take it.

     "thank you, sir," i say, accepting the bag. then he hands back something else which i recognize as hyunjin's credit card. hyunjin takes it and puts it back in his wallet. i don't even remember him taking it out.

     "oh, thank you hyunjin. i'll pay next time."

     "not if you're spacing out again," hyunjin replies with a grin, winking at me.

     "heyyyy," i protest. hyunjin breaks into a laugh and i can't help but join in. we're going to be fine.

     "i'll take a shower now, i still feel gross from the long practice," hyunjin informs me as we clean up the dirty napkins and wrappers from our burgers.

     "alright, i'm in the mood for some gaming. do you mind if i use your system?"

     "go for it. there are a bunch of different ones you can set up, and the games are in the drawers under the tv. or you could use my laptop if you'd prefer."