im losing my mind
sorry i haven't been uploading! i don't have any ideas for the actual story and i think im incapable of writing anything other than sad stories with a happy ending or just literal murder and gore.
no i am not uploading that bc i either don't like it or it's actually really gory and twisted
oh yeah i can also write really fucked up stuff in the right mindset (said mindset is wrong in general and probably wrong morally too). like i mean shit where the people are twisted and horrible and it's like a nightmare for the victim. mentally. and then they have a twisted way of thinking afterward as well
that's not the point though
the point is im sorry i haven't been uploading and it may continue to be like this for some time! personal shit. and ik i've said my reason was personal things before but i really do have a lot on my mind.
my current mindset will prevent me from writing anything happy, let alone think of anything. and i know the story doesn't have to be all happy-go-lucky cause it wouldn't be realistic. but realistic for me right now is very likely far from a normal reality and i started this story by writing from my experiences.
if i do that now, i'd just be forcing my feelings onto two heavily gay fictional characters. and i think that would also count as indirectly venting maybe?? i don't want that.
again, i am very sorry! thank you for your time, and have a good day.
- kyo ☆
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ruikasa fanfic from my notes
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