Yuan-fen

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I've got seasonal depression instead of seasonal sickness.

Maybe, it's both.

Couldn't depression be a sickness?

I think it could, can, and is.


I want you so badly.

The voices in my head telling me to stop,

yet, my heart beats faster than it's ever before.

Every time i touch you..


You and me are Yuan-fen.

People destined to love, each other.

But why can't you see that?

Why is it always me who feels and you who notices.

Why can't you notice and move?


I keep wishing i let you go,

Took pity on myself at the time and used that to help me get out of bed.

And i cant, because im foolish, and i cant because im dumb.

Closure in this case only makes the feeling stronger,

I keep getting too close, because i keep pushing you away.

When rather i should be embracing and being embraced,

By my own feelings.

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