Lost, Found, And Chosen.

Emotions you gave it

You tell me goodbye.

I say wait, please don't go, pocketing my pride so i don't ruin this; what we made together.

I reach my hand out and its like i'm grabbing air.

You made me shocked by the personality switch, i was way too unprepared.

Why'd i have to imagine you everywhere, in a field in my dreams,

My television screens, and even unplugged computers.

That's what we were something that still worked but, needed that energy outlet.

I cant even look at a traffic light on my way to work,

Because id wonder if everything you said was to cause a traffic jam.

Or what if everything you said had different colors i just couldnt comprehend.

I cant stop thinking of the last time we hung out together,

Dumb enough to fit into a claw machine, but it was the other way around.

You chose another teddy bear instead of me, disappointing.

Standing in my mirror with intrusive thoughts, brushing my teeth, lights off and i see you,

Peeking over my shoulder.

I had to seek help, therapists, mental psychologist, nothing worked.

Linked my head to a machine, the machine you made me.

The machine that feels emotions.

The emotions you gave it.