Ichinose Honami SS - Lesson

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" I'm sorry.... "

" Hmm ? " Both of me and Kiyo were walking back towards the dorms after our victory in the exam. However, I was not happy in the slightest

" I'm sorry for slapping you like that " What was i thinking ? Why did i do that ? " It was rude and insensitive of me, This is my fault, I don't know what occu- "

" Oh, That's fine " Kiyotaka answered calmly, Before extending his hand to hold mine to calm me down. " I needed that slap, It worked as a reminder. So i am grateful to it "

Why ? Why do you have to be so kind ?

It's always me who makes the mistakes, Yet you always forgive me and take the blame for it

Why do you have to do that ?

It's me who's at fault, I didn't know what i was thinking and let my emotions take over. 

I'm not taking excuses, This is completely my fault 

The last thing i want to do is to hurt you, You've already suffered enough. The last thing i want to be is like those people

What was i expecting anyways ? For you to get over your trauma in just a day ? 

That was completely premature and insensitive of me

Why did i do that ?

Why ? 

I felt my tears building up to which Kiyotaka noticed and gave me a comforting hug. 

I'm always the one crying, and he is the one who comforts me

I'm always the one the one ranting, and he is the one who listens to me

He never complained, Nor expressed any discomfort. But always received me with love and care

Why do you have to be so kind ?

I don't deserve you, I clearly don't

However, I'm not gonna give up on you and do my best to fit you

This moment made me realize that i still have a lot of work to do, a lot of work on ourselves

I regret this, I regret doing that to you. However, I'm grateful to it as well

This was a great lesson to me, and he is aware of that as well.

I don't deserve him, But i still want him to stay with me

Call me selfish i don't care

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