Not Good Enough//n.h

FROM THE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN

It had been a week and a half since the insistent.

Liam visited me every day. The other boys would visit me occasionally, but Niall didn't come at all.

He refused to believe that I wouldn't wake up.

I knew this because Liam would keep me updated on what went on.

He told him on the second day we were there. They kept Niall over night for observation.

~flashback~

"Niall," Liam started. "Sam......"

"What about Sam!?" He pushed his lunch tray off his lap.

"Sam is...." The words caught in his throat.

"Spit of out Liam!"

"Sam is in a coma." He spewed out very quickly.

"W-what!?"

"Niall I am so sorry!"

"No! Your lying! She is fine! Your lying!" Niall screeched.

"I-I'm sorry but I'm not." Niall was crying.

"It's not true. It's not true." He kept murmuring to himself.

~end of flashback~

Niall refused to leave his room.

It was weird. I could move about the room, but I could never leave it.

Each time I tried it went dark and I felt my arms and legs go numb.

Liam sat in a chair beside my bed, holding my hand.

He started crying. His head dropped, looking at the floor.

"Liam! Don't cry! I'm right here!" I jumped off the bed and sat on his lap, hugging him.

His head snapped up looking at my limp body.

Did he feel me!?

Niall's POV

Although I say she's not in a coma, I know I can't block out the fact for much longer.

I had been crying on and off all week. It was all her stupid dads fault!

Or mine. I mean, I let him in. Opened the damn door. It's all my fault.

Damn I'm crying again.

I haven't been out of my room once. Liam or one of the other lads would always check on me, bring me food, etc.

There was a knock on my door.

"Niall?" Zayn. "Can I come in?"

"Yeah." My voice cracked. At this point I didn't hide my tears. I didn't care anymore.

Zayn's head popped in the door frame.

"Hey, I brought you lunch." He placed the plate on the night stand.

"Thanks but, I'm not hungry." I shoved my head into my pillow.

"Niall." He paused. "I think that you should go visit her."

"Why ifs not like it will do anygood!" I rolled over yelling at him.

"I know but the doctor said she can still hear us."

"But it's not like me seeing her is ganna make her all better!" I don't know why I was taking my anger out on him. I was mad at myself. "I'm sorry."

"It's fine. I know you're just sad. Can I ask you a question?"

"Why not."

"Well, I was wondering, why do you care so much about her? I mean you and Liam. I mean you guys just met her."

"Zayn do you believe in love at first sight?"

"I guess so.....why?" He sat on the bed next to me.

"When I saw her. Lying on that bench all alone. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and tell her 'it's all right. Things will get better.' I knew that she was the one. The one I could protect. Not let anything happen to her. Call her mine." I looked up at him. "That's why."

"Oh." He hugged me.

I pulled away.

"And that why I don't want to see her. I couldn't stand it, I can't just wrap her in my arms and say its all going to be fine, because its not."

He sighed and stood up.

"I still think that you should go."

"I know." He walked out the door closing it behind him.

I slammed my head on my pillow. I ran my hands through my hair several times. What was I ganna do?

Sam's POV

I was waiting in my room as normal when the door opened.

It was......it was Niall!

I fell off the bed trying to get up. I can't believe he was here! I ran and hugged him. Me not really being me right now, he didn't know.

Liam had left about an hour ago.

Niall walked over to the chair by my bed and sat holding my hand.

I could tell he had been crying. He looked awful! Like he hasn't slept in days.

"Hey Sam." His voice cracked. "I don't know if you can hear me." He took a breath.

"I wish we could have know each other better." He started crying.

Great! Now I'm ganna cry!

'Oh Niall! Please don't cry!' I walked over to the window. Wait! What am I hiding my face!? He can't even see me!

I snap back around.

Oh no! I did that too fast. It went black and I went numb.

I could feel my arm. I tried moving it. It twitched to the side. Woah!

Niall's POV

I was watching her when, her arm moved! Oh my god! It moved, I saw it!

I grabbed it quickly.

"Sam?"

It twitched again. Oh my god! Was this happening? Was she waking up?

"Doctor! Come quick!" I jumped out of my seat.

"What is it!?" He came bursting through the door.

"Her hand it was moving!"

He walked over and put his hand on my shoulder.

"It is improvement, but," he paused.

"But what?"

"But, it's not enough."

"Enough for what?"

"Enough for her to be showing the progress she needs."

"Oh." I sighed and sat back down.

He patted my shoulder and turned around to leave the room. Soon we were alone again.

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