Niall's POV
As we walked into the flat I smacked Zayn in the back of his head.
"Oww! What was that for!?"
"You know very well what that was for!"
"No I don't recall." He growled at me.
"Oh does an interruption and then blurting it out! Ring any bells!?"
"Oh that! I don't know what you're talking about!" He said like he was clueless." i rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen.
I searched the fridge, but failing to find something.
"Wow Niall Horan not taking something from the fridge!? It's amazing!" Louis yelled.
"Well I've just got a lot on my mind."
"Ok."he said still a bit suspicious.
It was true. I did have a lot on my mind. I love Sam, we almost kissed. If I could protect her, from others, but most importantly herself.
I plopped down on the sofa with an 'oomph'.
Liam sat down next to me.
"You can talk to me about anything, you know that right?"
"Yeah I know. I've just got a lot on my plate."
"Wanna tell me about it?"
"Yeah...but can we not do it here, in front o the lads. It's kinda personal."
"Oh ok." He stood up and lead me to his room.
"Soo....?"
"Well I'm just worried that I won't be able to protect her!" I said sitting on his bed.
"Protect her?"
"Yeah. Like other people, her dad, herself!" I sighed holding m head in my hands.
"First, I'm sure you can protect her from others. Second, her dad is in jail. And third, what do you mean by protecting her from herself?"
"I mean I don't want her to cut again. I'm afraid that she is going to get bad and depressed and start hurting herself!" I almost yelled.
"Sorry I didn't mean to yell."
"It's fine. And I'm sure you ,we, can help her through it." He rubbed circles on my back.
"Thanks Liam." I hugged him tightly.
"Any time." He said smiling at me.
We both walked back to the living room.
Sam would be here tomorrow. I'm excited and scared all at once.
*sigh*
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I think I hate this chapter. I am so disappointed in me and it. :(
Well anyways I should have another chappie up by Saturday! YAY!
Love you all!
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Not Good Enough//n.h
Fanfiction"The darkness chased her and she ran, but then she tripped" [foul language] (It has sort of a cringe worthy beginning because I was pretty young when I wrote it)
