Geordie shores new gal #wattys2018

Goodbyes already

I woke up in the morning to find no Garry lied next to me so I thought nothing of it and walked downstairs, I saw vickie crying in a corner so went over to see if she was okay "vic you alright chick" I asked "no it's horrible not having him here" she said crying even more "why what's gone on" I replied hugging her "have you not heard" she asked whipping her tears, "no heard what" I confusing wondered "gaz and Ricci have been kicked out cause of their behaviour lastnight" Scott told me rubbinhng my back "what the fuck" I asked shocked "it's alright, they don't know how long they're gone for but we will all stick with you and vic" jay told me "for fuck sake man" I sighed. After cheering vickie up I went upstairs to find a note on my bed
Alex, sorry I didn't wake you this morning. Anna said I couldn't and I really want to come back, sorry for being a nob lastnight I was to busy focusing on what ricci was saying instead of how you felt, I love you so much and I'm missing you already, don't do anything I wouldn't do ha. Love you so much baby you mean the world to me hopefully I will seeyou soon
Gaz x x x x

After I finished reading the note I burst into tears, crying to myself how was I supposed to do this without gaz? Everyone was here for me but they werent Gaz, he was my boyfriend a bestfriend and I loved him and now already we have to be apart god I'm gonna miss him.

Today everyone was just moping about, everyone were in shit moods because we had lost two of the lads and they hated seeing me and vickie upset, accept for holly who was devastated on loosing becca. Me and char had been in bed all day watching films and eating I loved her so much she did know how to cheer me up "I hate it when your sad it makes me sad" Charlotte told me "aww I do love you char" I smiled "Oi oi, watching films are we let me squeeze in" Scotty joked getting under the covers next to me, "why haven't you gone out with the others" I asked "cause I love my bestfriend and wanna make sure she's okay" he replied hugging me in which I returned "excuse me were having bonding time" Charlotte joked "shut up and pass me the crisp" Scotty joked back as I laughed "cheer up would you, making me depressed" Scott laughed ticking me "oi fuck off" I giggled "char you need to shag someone soon" Scott told her "just cause I'm not a player like you doesn't mean I have to shag some one all the time" she told him "not my fault I can pull anyone" he laughed "anyone. Have you heard yourself I've seen the dogs you bring back" char laughed high fiving me "got you there Scotty" I joked, the three of us ended up falling asleep in my bed and they helped cheer me up abit I couldn't do this on my own and I was greatful for the family I had in this house.