This Can't Be (Dakota and Jamie love story) #WATTYS2015

Chapter 34

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IM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD YOU GUYS !!!!!!
I will upload one more chapter after this one but laterrrr
Besides the sad news that Sam won't be back, I'm in a good mood for another reason
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It's been 4 weeks. 4 weeks of hell but I finally got some time off
"FOCUS DORNAN"
I'm in Los Angeles with Redmayne and Dakotas friend Michelle.
My dad is back in the hotel with Amelia.
I'm in LA for a interview and photoshoot with Elle US

Michelle laughs "he doesn't have a golf bone in his body"

Redmayne laughs as well "oooooooooooo Dornan I think that's a challenge"

"Shut up" I look at both of them

"I grew up on a golf course" Michelle says with a egotistical tone

Redmayne laughs "show us how
it's done"

Michelle walks over to take my place and I step back
"Okay" I laugh

Redmayne and I step back.
My phone starts to ring.
"JESUS DORNAN REALLY?"

"Sorry ...." I step away from their ear shots and answer
"Hello"

"Mr.Dornan?"

"Yes?"

"I'm calling on behalf of the UCLA medical center, your father has been rushed to the Emergency Room"

My heart and stomach drop and recoil.

"Wait what ? How! What happen?"

"I'm sorry Mr.Dornan I can't explain over the phone you need to come in"

I hang up quickly and start to run towards the golf cart and get it
"Dornan what the fuck!?" Eddie yells

"MY DAD...... HOSPITAL" I manage to say between breaths

I see Michelle and Eddie run towards me and hop on the golf cart and we rush to the station and into the car.

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Michelle takes the wheel and she's doing 40 on the street zig zagging through cars.
"Here's the emergency entrance, go ! Me and Eddie will meet you there."

I rush of the car and run to the ER.
I head to the nurses desk
"I-I'm here for a Jim Dornan, I was called here"

"One moment let me look that up"......"ahhhh yes Jim Dornan. OR" "he's being operated currently... It will take about 1 hour to an hour and a half."

"What is he here for"

"Heart attack"

"Please go ahead and wait in the waiting room and we will notify you when your father is out"

I walk towards the waiting room and see Amelia running towards me
"I got here as soon as I got a call"

I take a step forward her and put my face in hers
"Where the fuck were you?"
She pushes me back and gives me a face
"I went to the store"

"You knew my father was sick and I told you to take care of him."

"I got hungry .... I can't go to the store is isn't my fault"

"That's not the point, I asked you if you were okay with my dad and you said yes. You were suppose to keep your eyes on him. You knew he was sick. I also asked you if you were sure that I can leave him with you if not I would take care of him and you said you'd stay with him"

"So you're blaming this on me?"

"......ugh" I huff in frustration.
And walk back in the waiting room and sit down
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After an hour and 45 minutes the doctor walks in
"Jim Dornan?"

I stand up and walk towards the doctor
"Yes that's my father"

"Come with me"

He takes us out the waiting room and in the hallway

"You father blew an artery which caused the heart attack, we are suspecting health issues but we are waiting on the blood test results to come back"

"My father was coughing constantly for 2 weeks but didn't want to see a doctor."

"Well I can't say if that was a cause until the results come back but your father has been transferred to the ICU and will be put in a normal room once he wakes from the anesthesia. I'll get the nurse to tell you what room he's going to be in so you guys can head there right now"

"Thank you Doctor"

"No problem Mr.Dornan"

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The nurse escorts us to the elevators so she can settle is in the room, away from public eye.
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The elevator has a weird vibe and I look down at Millie who is staring hard at the nurse who is staring at me.

"You're Christian Grey"

I look at her "Playing him"

"Yeah sorry uhmm can I get a picture?"

"No you can do your fucken job with your mouth closed." Amelia says

"Amelia." I chaste her
I place my hand on my face then drop in and sigh loudly

"I'm sorry I-"

"Maybe later I don't think this is the moment"
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My dad finally arrives to his room but he is asleep.
I stare out at the vast window.
Where are you? I need you. I'd give anything to have you here with me.