in which mattsun pines over a girl who's trying to get herself together
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GET READY FOR ALL THE SONGS
cardigan
taylor swift
"chase two girls, lose the one""
"but i knew you'd longer like a tattoo kiss, i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs."reckless
madison beer
"you gave me your word, "don't worry 'bout her" you might love her now, but you loved me first"happier than ever
billie eilish
"i don't relate to you, no. cause I'd never treat me this shitty."people watching
conan gray
"but i wanna feel all that love and emotion. be that attached to the person i'm holding.s omeday, i'll be falling without caution."wish i loved you in the 90s
tate mcrae
"and you said you'd make a promise, but a promise never stays."
"and I swear we kinda fell in love with the pain."ours
taylor swift
"so don't you worry your pretty, little mind. people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard"you belong with me
taylor swift
"if you could see that i'm the one who understands you. been here all along so, why can't you see?"pluto projector
orange rex county
"yeah, put your lights in the sky. i feel at home when I'm around you."heartbreak girl
five seconds of summer
"but you're not ready and it's so frustrating.
he treats you so bad and i'm so good to you, it's not fair."better than revenge
taylor swift
"i underestimated just who i was dealing with.
she had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum. she underestimated just who she was stealing from."~~~
( taylor swift supremacy )
( ALSO THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I WANTED TO CHANGE THR STORY NAME TO ONE OF THESE BUT I JUST LOVED THR ABBREVIATION DLIBYH TOO MUCH )
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part two because mattsun deserves his own part of this story away from the toxic oikawa
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warnings:
mattsun's feelings and inner thoughts 😟😟
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more mattsun moments :)
less oikawa moments
less masaki moments
more of makki , mattsun , and iwa
and kentaro <3~~~
FLUFF , LOTS OF FLUFF
YOU ARE READING
DLIBYH - i. matsukawa
Fanfiction𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ↳ in which a boy is in love with someone he can't have but can't seem to stop 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓