Chapter 44

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Brads POV
"Brad... I can't.." She said as a tear ran down the side of her face. I could tell she was hurting. I walked to the bed and sat down. I looked at Huck and Jasper then Carrie. "Where going on vacation" I told them. Huck and Jasper started jumping up and down on the bed and screaming "YAYYYYY". I looked at Carrie and she had a smile while watching the boys. She loves them so much. But I could tell it was a fake smile.

Carries POV
I don't want this baby. But Brad was right. I have to keep this baby. I don't want to at all but I have to. I couldn't kill my own baby. I just need to get out of town. "Where are we going?" I asked Brad while the boys were still jumping on the bed. "Far away" he responded. Right away, I knew something was wrong. "Brad" I quietly said. He looked at me then at the boys. "Can you guys go in your rooms while I talk to mommy for a couple minutes?" He asked them. They jumped off of the bed and ran out of the room, shutting the door behind themselves. I silently looked at Brad. "You have to keep this baby" was all he said. I knew he was right. "It hurts. To know that the child inside of me, isn't yours Brad. And it hurts. To think about having a child with Mike, who rapped me and hurt me and isn't going to stop hurting me. It hurts. To know what your thinking, because I do know. I know that you don't want me to have this baby as much as me and I know that I can't kill this baby... Brad I can't do it... I need you... I want you" I said while crying through all of my many tears. He looked down. I pulled his head up to look into his eyes. "I need you" I whispered then leaned in to kissed him. First, slowly but I deepened it more and more, seconds later. I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen it even more. After minutes, I pulled away and looked into his eyes, through my watery eyes. "I love you Carrie" he softly whispered. "I love you" I replied.

Brads POV
"I need to feel close to you" Carrie whispered, while we were still centimeters away. She just kills me. I love her so much. I laid on top of her while starting to kiss her again. I backed away and pulled my shirt off. Then pulled hers off while she unbuckled my belt.

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