i woke up with a cold sweat and chills. another nightmare.
i breath shakily before thinking i could go by shitty hair's dorm. he knows about the nightmares and is always there for me. i wish i could give him more, he's always helping me out and everything and i want him to show how much i appreciate it.
i climb out of bed as i wipe my face dry from the tears that left my eyes as i left the room and slowly creaked to kirishima's dorm.
on the way, someone bumped into me.
"ayo what the-"
"he's gone."
"what?"
"midoriya. gone."
another absolutely unnecessary chill ran through me.
"what happened?" i asked, hearing todoroki's voice shake.
"me and h-him were talking and he told me to go to bed so i go, right? w-well i had another question for him so i go back to ask him and then he's just not there!" he rushed out.
i realize hes really scared, "alright, deep breaths, he might just be in the bathroom, yeah?"
"no, i just left the room." he shakily replied.
"um-" i don't know what to say, and i don't want to scare him even more.
"say something please." he whispered.
"well, deku has been acting weird. back when this whole traitor thing started, i went to the bathroom and i heard some whispering in the late stall. i go to see who it is and the sounds stop. i tried to blow down the door but deku beat me to it." i admitted, "deku has been acting really weird."
"see! i'm not going crazy!" he ran a hand through his two-toned hair, eyes wide with fear.
"maybe we should go look for him?" i suggested quietly.
"yeah, yeah! let's go look for him! to keep him safe!" he exclaimed, a nervous smile and laugh following.
"bro, chill-"
"i'm chill! very chill!"
i don't know if it's the crush or if hes really paranoid. or both. probably both.
"breath. we're going to go look for him."
i know i'm not supposed to care and stuff, but class 1-a, even shitty deku, has all gotten to my heart. i try as hard as i can to take care of them whenever things get tough. it's just hard to show it.
me and todoroki put on thin jackets and slippers before we left the dorms. we slowly began to walk around campus to look for him.
"you really like him, huh?" i asked, focusing on my footsteps.
"yeah, i do," he muttered, "and i hate it."
"why?"
"because earlier today he pulled me in to kiss me, and then he just pushed me away as if it was nothing." he fumed, throwing his hands up, "i'm falling for someone who doesn't give two shits about how i feel."
sudden sympathy filled my body up as i sighed, "then, you need to get over him dude. staying in love with him will only fuck you up."
passive aggressive is all i know, huh?
"i know and i don't care! he can fuck me up in every way he wants to and i wouldn't care." he exclaimed, his voice wavering in frustration.
"damn, you've really fallen," i go.
"yes! yes i fucking have and oh my god i love every moment with him, but i hate how he can tear me apart so easy." todoroki stopped in his tracks.
"hey, it happens dude." i said as i put a hand on his shoulder.
"no, it doesn't. everytime i try and get over him i only fall deeper." he focused on the ground.
"it takes time, you have to be patient-"
"what do you know? for fucks sake you push away the people you love!" he yelled.
"yeah because i can't help it! it's not my fucking fault!" i yelled back.
silence drenched the space between us.
"can we just- sit down? for a second." todoroki suggested.
"sure."
we find a bench on campus and take a seat, no words spoken.
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DEEZ NUTZ
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