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I can't win against myself!
I can't win against myself!
LadyMairaV
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LadyMairaV
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Table of contents
I can't win against myself!
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 01: That's the feeling I ever wanted!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 02: Not what I was expecting... But if that's what you want...]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 03: I don't fucking believe you!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 04: The promise!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 05: Sweet memory!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 06: Dirty plans!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 07: That's the feeling I ever wanted!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 08: I never thought this could ever happen again.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 09: You need to make a decision soon.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 10: Changing thoughts!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 11: First love in my boring life.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 12: My dead lover's sister.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 13: She chose herself over us.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 14: Getting to know each other.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 15: It's not that I wanted to, it's that I had to.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 16: Hotel Room.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 17: Bath!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 18: Dinner!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 19: Sweet memory or dream?]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 20: Lust!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 21: Friendship.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 22: Complicated feelings...]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 23: Anger!]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 24: Another fight.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 25: Tears.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 26: This shouldn't have happened.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 27: Why do I feel so lost?]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 28: Two different personalities.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 29: Eyes filled with lust.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 30: Feel.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 31: Attack my lips.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 32: I'm gonna break your heart.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 33: Don't worry, I'm not in love with you either.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 34: Appartment hunting.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 35: Explanations]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 36: Love or lust?]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 37: Obsession]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 38: Shopping for a new start.]
Tue, Aug 7, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 39: I can't see you as my woman.]
Fri, Aug 10, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 40: Favorite things.]
Fri, Aug 10, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 41: Movies night.]
Fri, Aug 10, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 42: Try these.]
Wed, Aug 15, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 43: Kill me! Just kill me!]
Wed, Aug 15, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 44: Club & drinks for the night.]
Thu, Aug 16, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 45: I seriously need more alcohol.]
Thu, Aug 16, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 46: It's going to be alright.]
Thu, Aug 16, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 47: It's my house but she has the keys.]
Sat, Aug 18, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 48: That wasn't obvious at all.]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 49: There's always next time.]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 50: Missed reservation.]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 51: Blow me!]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 52: Everything goes as planned.]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 53: Speak of the devil.]
Tue, Sep 4, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 54: Birthday party!]
Tue, Sep 18, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 55: Save me a dance!]
Fri, Sep 28, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 56: Get the fuck away from her.]
Fri, Sep 28, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 57: Black birthday.]
Fri, Sep 28, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 58: Nightmare.]
Fri, Sep 28, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 59: Special place.]
Fri, Sep 28, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 60: Sex.]
Mon, Oct 1, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 61: Piercings]
Fri, Oct 5, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 62: Kissing in the dark.]
Fri, Oct 5, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 63: Forgive me!]
Fri, Oct 5, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 64: Doctors & nurses]
Thu, Oct 25, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 65: After the surgery.]
Sat, Nov 17, 2012
CWAM [Chapter 66: Hospital]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 67: From friends to lovers.]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 68: Kendra, long forgotten.]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 69: Goodbye]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 70: New start]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 71: Epilogue]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
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Mon, Feb 4, 2013
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Mon, Feb 4, 2013
CWAM [Chapter 71: Epilogue]
Mon, Feb 4, 2013
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