As soon as asim finished sidarth felt like killing his ownself. How he couldn't see the pain behind those innocent eyes. He never ever tried to find out what has made her turn into that cold hearted women. She has once said, "jis din terko sach pta lgega na teri buri tarah phat jaegi", and these words were continuously echoing in his ears. She was damn right. All the time he was just busy in his own head whereas she was going through hell.
How big of a jerk he is first he misunderstood her and punished her as an culprit giving his verdict even without listening to her and then he was the one who has asked her to leave his home at two a.m of night isn't he too responsible too. He claimed to love her then how could he not cared about what could have happened with her at this hour of time.
The thought itself make him feel like killing himself he punched his fist onto the glass breaking it into several pieces just like his ownself. Aparna flinch and move to go close to him but asim stopped her and gestured her to let this be. He just banged his hand at the table harshly causing it to bleed like running water.
He was just sitting there like a dead person and was continuously banging his hand at the broken glass table whereas the glass were peircing in his hand and blood was oozing out but it felt like he didn't even felt the pain. As, the pain his hand would cause couldn't be recognized in front of the paim he felt in his insides. He was just lost.
He was about to punch the table for the nth time when he felt a tug at his hand, he looked up and his eyes met with asim he looked back at their hands and he realized asim's hand was bleeding too. He tried to remove his hand out of his hold but asim didn't let him be and pulled him into a bone crushing tight hug. He just let him hug him while sitting there with the same expressionless face as of previous.
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Asim kept rubbing his back, his own eyes has tears as he has seen sana go through all that and now telling him means going back to that phase again which is most toughest for him but he knew sidarth needs to know so he did and right now sidarth needs this comfort so he is providing that too. After a few minutes he broke down in his brother's arms sobbing badly like a lost little child making asim sigh as he knew it's needed to be vented out.
Sid:- mujhe uska dard uski takleef nazar kaise nahi aayi asim she was going through hell and i was bloody busy in cursing her, he said sobbing and pulling his own hairs out.
Asim:- but you didn't know anything na, he said calmly.
Sid:- vahi toh baat hein na yr aaj tak usse kbhi bolne ki jarurat nahi padi maine kbhi pdne hi nahi di lekin jb usse meri zarurat sabse zyada thi mein apna rona ro rha tha tujhe pta hein i never let her do that chopping stuffs and all b'coz i know she may hurt herself unintentionally mujhe us par ek kharoch tak aane se itna daar lgta tha u know once she got a injures at several parts of her body while shooting and she didn't tell me pr mujhe pata lg gya as i know she was not being her ownself but now see where i lead her asim usne itna suffer kia aur bcha pana toh door ki baat hein mein toh usse comfort dene ke liye bhi uske ps nhi tha mein sochna bhi nahi chahta ke agar tumlog sahi time pe uske ps na phonchte ya vo himmat na krti toh kya hota meri rooh kapti hein vo so.. So...sochne..se bhi pta hein itne saal na mein self satisfaction mein jee rha tha ke maine kuch nahi kiya jo kiya usne kiya galat vo nahi aayi mere paas usne mujhe dhokha diya hmara rishta usne toda tujhe pta hein even jb vo vapis aayi na maine tb bhi usse ek baar bhi nahi pucha that, "how's she". I claim to love her but mujhe kaise uske ghav nahi dikhe mein kaise uske dukh nahi dekh paya yr i have seen that marks at her back at the very first day when we met but i never give it a thought. U know i have got my mens to get info about her so that i can know how happy she is after me but i never even thought that how would she be living i blamed her that she was not been there when i need her but i never thought why? The day i asked her to leave my house she was begging in front of me tell her and listen to her but i didn't mein itna selfish kaise ho gya yr ke mein apne age uska dard dekh hi nahi paya how could i do that to her. Maine usko adhi raat ko ghr se nika jane ko kha aur peeche mood kar bhi nhi dekha ki vo kha gyi hein thik bhi hein ke nahi tu janta hein usne jikar tk nahi kia mere samne kissi bhi baat ka kyuki mein use shayad kbhi assurance hi nahi de paya, he said breaking down badly.
Asim:- pta hein bhai uss din jo kuch bhi hua sanu ne kbhi bhi kissi se ke bhi aage iss baat ka jikar nahi kiya pta hein vo kya khti hein, "i don't want to see sympathy for me in people's eyes am proud of what i did" tu janta hein she never ever even cried for that thing. Uske baad use panic attacks aney lage uske liye sans laina bhi ek bahut bada task ho jata tha pta hein we literally have to slap her to get emotions out of her nightmares toh itne often the that she can't even sleep. But usne sb overcome kr lia she put the facade of being strong when she became a mother usne apne aap ko bhula diya she just live for them her childs became her life . Slowly slowly we get her back to normal obviously her previous self was lost but at least to normal but jb vo india vapis gayi she began getting everything back. But still u were the cure to her. Aisa kbhi nahi hua that she was been cured with all this without any medical help mein bs itna kehna chahta hu bhai, " agar uske zakhm ki vjah aap ho na toh uss zakhm ka marham bhi aap bhi ban sakte ho", he explained trying to motivate him.
Sid:- pr...pr.. Mein uske samne kis muh se jaunga asim ye sab janne ke baad kya bolunga mein use meri laparwahi ki vjah se aur mere galat logo pr vishwas krne ki vjah se usse insab se guzarna pda, he said tearing out his guilt.
Asim:- toh phir kya socha hein apne haar manni hein, he said with a straight face.
Sid:- no asim i want her back aaj tak vo koshish krti aayi hein aab mein krna chahta hu apni akhri sans tak uska sath nahi chodunga, he said determined.
Asim:- u have to gather yourself up bhai aise kaam nahi chalega, he said handing him the tissue box to wipe his face.
Sid:- v...v..voh mujhe maaf toh kardegi na a.asim,he asked in an childish tone.
Asim:- bhai iss chij ke liye toh usne kabhi apko zimedar hi nahi tehraya toh maafi kis baat ki, he said encouraging him.
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Asim:- acha tell me one thing do u know about tara's intentions, he asked.
Sid:- no never i didn't know about that oh shit shit how could i be so dumb yr when tara saw shehnaz for the first time she asked shehnaz how she could be alive tara ne baat ko cover up kia tha but mujhe smjh kyu ni aaya yr anyways am not gonna leave her for sure mein isee chodunga nahi ek aurat hokar vo dusri aurat ke sath itna ghatiya karne ka soch bhi kaise skti hi bhale hi use saza mili ho lekin aise log bahr rehna deserve nahi krte am gonna make sure that she suffer for the rest of her life, he said fisting his blooded hands and greeting his teeth.
Asim:- apki biwi ne kuj choda hoga tb aap kuj karoge na, he said letting out a sarcastic laugh.
Sid:- mtlb, he said furrowing his brows in confusion.
Asim:- rainbow bnaya apki biwi ne uska, he said smirking.
Asim removed his phone from pants and played a video in which tara was sitting there crying in a mental hospital and two other womens were fisting her hairs, slapping her and sometimes scratching her skin with nails.
Sid:- arjun has got her in mental hospital na, he asked as if confirming.
Asim:- haan he has got her there in a separate ward but he was been bank corrupted so he wasn't been able to pay their bills so they shifted her in the Normal wards and vaha pe kaise hota hai sbko pta hein even these two woman are our hiers sanu ne rkha hein inhe so that kuch bhi out of the box na ho uske sath, he said in an disagreeing tone while speaking the last sentence.
Sid:- but arjun bank corrupt kaise ho skta hein he is way too good in business, he stated logically.
Asim:- don't underestimate the power of Ms. Kaur Mr. Shukla, he said smirking.
Sid:- but shehnaaz aisa kyu kregi arjun ke sath she never punishes a innocent, he said confused.
Asim:- arjun ki galti thi isiliye use bhi saza mili he was known to each and every thing happened to sana and just because of his contacts they were able to get tara less punishment by court , he told.
Sid:- yr am proud of her men but hein kaha madam, he asked.
Asim:- she's in U. S, he replied.
Sid:- what why i mean what is she doing there, he asked further.
Asim :- she is there as her miseries just didn't end here, he said taking a deep breath.
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