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Jungkook's P.O.V
I woke up. Alone. My baby wasn't there when I woke up. I felt like crying but suddenly thought he can be in the bathroom..... But I was wrong. He was nowhere. He wasn't in the mansion.
I called him. He didn't pick up. I called again and again. He turned his phone switched off. So it's intentional. He took his car and I know I can't track even if try with my everything.
He left me? Why? For me to die without him? What did I do so wrong? Where did he go? He needs rest. I still have to tell him.... That I... I love him.
" Jungkook...? ",
Someone called and I looked up. It's Tae .
" Anything new? ",
I asked hoping to hear something that can enlighten me. The tears I'm holding for past 7 hours is in the edge of falling down now.
" Ye-yes.... ",
Tae said looking down. What happened ? Why is he looking like this?
" Spit! ",
" Ju-Jungkook.... Jimin went to hospital this morning and took Rose with him and... ",
Tae stopped making my broken heart shiver.
" And what! "
" Jimin took his private jet and left for Japan with Rose... ",
Tae said and I felt my tears betraying my courage and leaving my eyes.
Why why just WHY!!!! WHY JIMINSHI WHY!!!!
Third person's P.O.V
Taehyung could understand what Jungkook was feeling. They never saw Jungkook crying like that and he never looked so defeated and broken before. Everyone remained silent and stood there.
Jin was feeling like crying too as he saw Jungkook like that, Namjoon held Jin's hand to sooth him. Yoongi was sad too as he never thought Jungkook will cry like that. Hoseok was the one who got the news first that Jimin brought a five-star Hotel in Japan this morning.. Then Taehyung found all the details.
But they didn't think Jungkook's bipolar mind was this much crazy. He was crying but suddenly kicked the glass table making it fall and shatter on the floor. Everyone's flinched and looked at Jungkook.
" WHO THE FUCK ADMITTED THAT BITCH TO HOSPITAL ?",
Jungkook screamed making everyone stiffen on the spot. Taehyung and yoongi looked at each other with a worried face. Namjoon's grip got tightened on Jin's hand as they knew what storm was coming next.
" THE FUCK HAPPENED? EVERYONE GOT DEAF ALL OF A SUDDEN
HUHH? ",
Jungkook asked with a smirk and looking like a complete maniac .
" Is my voice not reaching to anyone's ear? WANT ME TO DRILL IN EVERYONE'S EAR AND THEN ASK? ",
Jungkook asked glaring and that's when everyone knew they fucked up.
" I - I.. I di-did... ",
Jin muttered with a stuttering tone.
" You what hyung? WHY!? ",
Jungkook couldn't help but stomp towards Jin with a furious glare but suddenly Namjoon walked ahead hiding Jin in the back.
" I w-was with him too... ",
Namjoon defended Jin.
" Are you all fucking serious huh!? ",
Jungkook scoffed.
" WHY THE FUCK Y'ALL SAVED THAT MOTHER FUCKING BITCH HUHH! ",
Jungkook screamed in frustration as he took a flower vase and smashed it on the floor.
" Jungkook calm down please ... ",
Taehyung said with a scared low voice as he didn't want the psychotic Jungkook to come out and destroy the place.
" You want me to Fucking calm down after saving that bitch who's nothing but a goddamned fucking bitchy obstacle between me and my Jimin? ",
Jungkook retorted sending a murderous glare at Taehyung.
Everyone fell completely silent as they was processing what Jungkook just said . Taehyung's eyes glistened as he thought how he could have told Jungkook every thing about Jimin's feelings before all these happened and even how he could've completely killed Rose last night.
" I.... I am sorry Jungkook... ",
Taehyung said looking down.
" Ohh now you're fucking sorry? YOU'RE SORRY NOW?!!! ",
Jungkook screamed as more tears flowed down from his eyes as he thought about the fact that Jimin left him.
" I.... We are all sorry Jungkook.... ",
Namjoon said looking down. Jungkook didn't answer and they all thought he's very angry and will do something extreme. But there thoughts got cut off by a sad but sinister chuckle and it was none other than Jungkook.
" Nyahhh.... You people's don't need to be sorry you know.... ",
Jungkook said and sat on the floor .
Everyone was still frozen on their spot as they couldn't process anything. Jungkook was confusing , scary, kind of psychotic and it was a dangerous combination.
" I'm the person who is in fault here.... I'm the stupid one... I'm the useless one... ",
Jungkook said chuckling picking up a broken peace of glass in his hand. He was still crying at the same time.
Blood gushed out of his palm as he clutched the broken glass . Everyone gasped but didn't have courage to move and stop Jungkook as he looked up sending a death glare.
" I'm the stupid one who couldn't realise his own Fucking feelings on time...... I'm the fucking stupid one who lost the person he truly loves.. ",
Jungkook said with a sad chuckle as more tears were leaving his eyes continuously.
Everyone felt more guilty and sad as they were clearly understand the meaning of every words that left Jungkook's mouth. They always knew that Jimin and Jungkook loved each other. Now it was Cristal clear .
Five of them were silently dying with guilt as they saw the crimson blood that was coming out from Jungkook's hand and the tears that were leaving his eyes.
" I lost him.... Didn't I ?..... He hates me right....? ",
Jungkook asked to no one in particular with a broken voice.
" No no no you didn't.... He lov--",
Taehyung's words stopped by Hoseok as he saw something on his phone screen.
" Jungkook! Taemin is there too! ",
Hoseok suddenly said turning Jungkook's full attention to him.
" What? Taemin.... where ? ",
Jungkook asked as his brain was messing up more.
" Japan. With Jimin and Rose... ",
Hoseok said and Jungkook almost growled.
" The fuck is he doing there? ",
Jungkook's words held the agony and hatred he felt about the situation.
Jungkook was getting more distressed as he remembered about the incident of few days ago when he almost killed Taemin. Jimin didn't know about it cause Jungkook did everything to hide that incident cause he knew Jimin will not like the fact at all. Jungkook could have killed Taemin but Hoseok somehow stopped him by alerting him that Jimin will find out.
' what if that Taeminshit tells him everything ? Ohh no! For fucks sake no.... He'll hate me more... ',
Jungkook thought in his mind and suddenly got off from the floor.
" I have to do something! I just can't let him leave me like this. HE'S MINE! EITHER HE LIKES IT OR NOT. ",
Jungkook thought.
" Yoongi hyung prepare my flight. I'm going to Japan to take Jiminshi back .",
Jungkook said and walked out of the room.
|| Japan || Third person's P.O.V
" She's o-out of danger s-sir but needs rest and please don't give her any kind of b-bad excitement, tension, it'll be bad for her. ",
The doctor said trying not to stutter in front of a young gorgeous looking man whom he just met few hours ago but already saw him murdering people effortlessly.
" Anything else? When will she wake up? ",
The boy who was none other than Jimin asked with a stern voice.
" In fe-few hours sir.. ",
The doctor answered.
" Okay. Leave. ",
Jimin ordered and the doctor practically ran out of the room.
He was alone in the room with a unconscious Rose lying on the bed. He looked outside of the huge glass walls, it was already past evening.
" Why is my life so fucked up? What did I do to deserve this? Was loving him causing all this? Was it really that bad decision ? ",
Jimin asked to no-one as he closed his eyes as a tear slipped his eyes as he remembered the moment when he found out what Jungkook did to Rose.
Jimin shook his head as he couldn't believe Jungkook can be this cruel and ruthless.
" What did she ever do to him? ",
Jimin asked himself as he was getting more pissed at Jungkook .
At first he didn't believe it but when he himself saw the CCTV clips of that moment where Jungkook slammed Rose on the glass wall and then mercilessly kicked her made him dissapointed.
" What ever the reason was... He couldn't just hurt Rose like that !! He has power but that doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants. ",
Jimin said clenching his teeth as he slammed his fist on the glass wall.
He again tried to remember all the things happened yesterday but couldn't and it made him more distressed. Actually he could have remembered everything if the news of Rose being in hospital didn't distress him.
He was so happy when he woke up and found Jungkook's sleeping beside him peacefully but then suddenly he remembered Rose's words from last night and it made him sad and angry........ Then the news of Rose, CCTV footage .. All those things made Jimin start despising Jungkook.
He wanted to leave the familiar surroundings. Mostly he wanted to leave Jungkook, he didn't want to see him nor wanted to hear whatever explanation he had. So he came to Japan. He knew Jungkook can come to Japan whenever he wants but Jimin had his ways to make Jungkook stay away.
Jimin stood there for few more minutes silently watching the city lights. Afterwards he took his phone out from his pocket and dialled a number.
" Come to my room. I want to hear everything right now. ",
Jimin said on the phone.
" Of course Jiminah. I'm coming. ",
Someone said eagerly from the other line.
" See you Taemin hyung. ",
Jimin said before cutting the call. With a last glance at Rose left the room.
His guards bowed at him as he walked through the long corridor to reach his room. It was a luxurious hotel Jimin bought this morning to live. He could have bought any mansion but didn't have the time or mental condition to choose and buy. So he just bought the hotel and made every single person leave from there in one hour. After all he was Park Jimin. Wherever he goes it instantly turns into his own kingdom.
He entered his own room and opened the upper 3 buttons of his shirt tossing his phone on the bed in process .
He sighed and walked to the balcony while lighting up a cigarette. He might be in Japan but his mind was running around a certain person in Seoul who he wants to hate but his heart wasn't letting him.
He stood in front of the railing watching the setting sun and the bright city lights which were illuminating on his sad face. He placed the burning cigarette between his lips and filling up his lungs with the poisonous smoke.
" Never in my life I thought you're this much ruthless... At least to our friends... Where are my sweet kookie who was my best friend.... Whom I loved?........ ",
Jimin mumbled to himself as he remembered a particular beautiful bunny smile, a pair of bambi doe eyes.
" Did you really change ? Are you really just a ruthless feared young Mafia playboy now...? Who plays with everyone's heart and kills them without caring?...... ",
Jimin was talking to himself alone as tears were leaving his eyes continuously.
" You are now this much careless that you're effortlessly trying to kill our close persons.... You knew she's my girlfriend and you tried to kill her.... How kookie how!... ",
Jimin said and coughed . Grey puffs of smoke left his mouth as he threw away the poisoned stick.
" In this rate... You'll never hesitate to kill me if you want... You really changed... I don't know how many innocent peoples got killed by you! Shhhhhh! ",
Jimin was feeling real disgust as he thought about the position he's in.
" It was meant to happen! It's my fault too.... We could have lived a simple life.... We could have completed our studies and get a normal job rather getting involved in this fucked up world.... We could have lived a honest life rather than having a tag of mafia... We could have saved people's rather than killing them for the thirst of power! We... We.... Aghhhh!!!!",
Jimin frustratingly clutched his hair and kicked a near by flower vase.
" I could have confessed a long time ago without having a fear of loosing our friendship..... I had just you and only you.... But now... Who are you now Jeon Jungkook? Sure you're not mine anymore.... Not my kookie anymore.... ",
Jimin said sobbing as he sat on the floor.
" It has my fault that out of all peoples I loved you! Who'll never love me back the way I do!!! You're really a player.... A heartless PLAYER!!! ",
Jimin screamed at last as his sobs got louder.
" I loved you! Loved you with my everything!!! I FUCKING LOVED YOU!! but....bu-but... Not anymore... I can't love you anymore... I just can't.. ",
The pain, agony , hatred and frustration inside Jimin was making him crazy . He was starting to take impulsive decisions about his own feelings and it was going to hurt him real bad.
A light buzz of the door bell made Jimin startled. He knew who can be in the doorway. It was his long time friend who came here with him to tell him about something he needs to know .
Jimin got off from the floor and walked to the bathroom. He quickly washed his face and brushed his hair as fast as possible making sure no one understands his mental condition.
Leaving the bathroom he walked towards the door and opening it.
" Good evening Jiminah... ",
The person greeted with a small smile.
" Evening Taemin hyung.. ",
Jimin couldn't smile back, he just moved aside and let Taemin in before closing the door behind him.
They walked to the couch and sat down face to face. Jimin was curious but a little tensed about the matter which Taemin wanted to talk about... He couldn't help but assume that it's about Jungkook.
" Ohh how I missed you Jiminah... Never thought we'll talk in this position..... Hope Rose gets well soon..she suffering for no reason....",
Taemin said faking a sad face knowing Rose is completely fine now and getting happy about how he's going to make Jimin hate Jungkook.
" She'll be fine soon... ",
Jimin said looking away. He couldn't help but feel guilty. From childhood to now whenever Jungkook did something bad Jimin felt guilty and thought it was his fault.
" I hope so.... Never thought Jungkook will do something like that to her... I know he hates us but Rose.... ",
Taemin already started his acting.
" He doesn't hate yo--",
Jimin's automatic ' Defend Jungkook ' words got stopped by Taemin.
" Stop defending him Jimin. You know you're lying... See Rose..? What is it other than hatred? If you knew what he did to me the--",
Taemin intentionally stopped trying to look like he said something he didn't mean to say.
" You? Hyung! What did he do to
you....?",
Jimin asked with wide eyes as a unknown fear engulfed his mind thinking the bad scenarios.
" No Jimin.... It's not important you know... ",
Taemin said faking his guilt voice actor didn't came all the way to Japan to tell that.
" Tell me hyung ! I wanna hear it! What did he do? ",
Jimin asked as his voice sounded too worried.
" I told you it's not impo--",
Taemin's fake arguing stopped when Jimin's face turned serious.
" Just tell me hyung. I said I wanna hear it. ",
Jimin said with a stern voice despite his mind telling him that he's about to hear something that will make him hate Jungkook more.
" He.....He tried to kill me Jiminah... I was almost dead.. ",
Taemin said looking down holding his smirk with every power he has cause he knew it will not get unnoticed by a boy like Jimin.
Jimin clutched his eyes shut while shaking his head a little. He couldn't believe how easily Jungkook was hurting all his friends. He was hurt that Jungkook hid it from him..... He was hurt cause Jungkook promised that he'll never hurt Taemin.... Jimin was having enough .
" Jiminah.... Relax... It's not your fault you know... He just doesn't likes me at all....",
Taemin said placing his hands on Jimin's shoulder eyes Jimin's collarbones, exposed chest in the process. He always wanted to have Jimin.... May be just for once but still he wanted it. With time passed Taemin saw Jimin turning more and more powerful and going out of his league . Taemin always knew Jimin had something for Jungkook that's why he avoided everyone. But he got more jealous when he realised there must be something behind Jungkook's over possessiveness for Jimin. He always hated Jungkook. Now when he got the chance to destroy Jungkook, why will he not use it?
" No hyung.... It's my fault that he tried to hurt you..... Can you please tell me exactly what happened.... I'm really very sorry hyung.. Very sorry... ",
Jimin apologised with true evidence of guilt in his eyes .
" you don't really need to know Jiminah..... ",
Taemin said.
" yes I do. I need to know everything hyung... ",
Taemin was actually waiting for this time. When Jimin will completely be weak and wouldn't think of the lies....he was waiting for this moment when Jimin will get hit by the bitter incidents and will not investigate properly before believing everything against Jungkook.
" He sent a professional shooter to kill me ....",
Taemin dropped the biggest lie turning the fact 360° . His father was the one who sent the shooter to kill Jungkook and the idea was his.
" Huhhh what? ",
Jimin just couldn't believe it. He couldn't process why will Jungkook do that. He knew when Jungkook kills... He loves to kill with his own hands.
" Yes Jiminah.... And when the shooter failed he kidnapped me and tortured me... He would have killed me if Hoseok didn't stop him.... And if you're wondering why Jungkook sent that shooter at first.... The answer is he didn't want you to know that he's the one who tried to kill me..... ",
Taemin said somehow faking a few tear drops.
Few of those sentence were actually truth. After the shooter failed it didn't take much time for Jungkook to find who was the contract killer working for . Then he kidnapped Taemin and for there Jungkook's cruel activities started and it was truth that if Hoseok didn't stop him.... Jungkook would have killed Taemin.
" I-I..... Hyung..... I'm sorry... ",
Jimin choked on his tears which he couldn't stop as he really had enough. Once Jungkook promised him he'll not hurt anyone that Jimin adores... Not even his father... But Jimin thought Jungkook lied. He always lied .
" No no Jimin.... Don't say sorry... You know it's okay. We all know how angry he can get sometimes right..? ",
Taemin never enjoyed lying this much before.
" Stop hyung ..... It doesn't mean he'll do this things.. ",
Jimin said shaking his head.
" no min... Please don't get upset over him... He's younger than all of us right?..... And you...after all you love him.... ",
Taemin said patting Jimin's shoulder and smirking in his mind.
Jimin looked at Taemin and suddenly let out a sad chuckle.
" Love huhh? Him? Still after all this? Never. I don't love him anymore and never will again. ",
Jimin said wiping his tears and getting off of the couch with an emotionless face.
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I got no chance to write anything properly past these days and when I did, I was extremely tired to think of the story and type something down 😭
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