i caressed her cheek, 'one day, i'll tell you all my secrets.' i said while smiling from ear to ear, and she did too. 'actually, i want to tell you something too. wait, no. i want to ask for your advice.' she looked at me with confusion, but let me proceed.
i nervously fidgeted with my fingers and my toes, rubbing them constantly. 'i decided that, my whole life would be dedicated to victon.' her smile turned to a frown quickly. 'i'm sorry. but that's not the point. they're my bestest bros. but they..' she tilted her head slightly.
'they what?' she said softly.
'my sister was gang rap..'
i couldn't finish my sentence as my heart broke to a million pieces. she couldn't quite get the idea, but realised as soon as a drop of salty water fell down my face. she gasped and covered her mouth with her hands in fear. 'holy shit! why are you asking me for advice?' her eyes started to shine, and it was overflowing with tears.
ring..
ring..
'oppa!' her sweet voice was heard through the phone.
'eunbin-ah, mianhae. jeongmal.'
(i'm sorry, really.)
harin couldn't help but cry. her face scrunched up cutely, but all this was too bad to bear.
'oppa, what's wrong? why are you crying?'
'aniya, what's up?' he tried to force a smile.
'i have a surprise, come home now!'
'but why are you awake? it's,' i paused and checked my watch, '6 am.'
'just come now, and bring harin unnie!'
harin slightly chuckled at her cuteness but tears still fell down her face.
'a-arasseo.' i looked at harin, her head still hanging towards the floor.
'let's go..' she said quietly.
the ride was nothing but silence, we couldn't start a conversation because we were so caught up by the fact that-
yeah.
.harin pov.
i checked my phone again.
06 07
wednesday, 23 december
as we reached his mansion, my heart was beating harder each beat; it had been a while since i've been here ever since we broke up. i remember the first time i've been here. i was here with a horrific headache and a horrific friend.
well, i mean 'ex-friend'?
choi yena.
her name was so difficult to say, even in heart. tears started to slowly well my eyes, but i covered them so that seungwoo wouldn't get worried. but what was i expecting from someone like him? of course he had to notice my sorrow.
'harin-ah!' he said, shocked. 'what happened? are you okay?' he said with a worried face and his hands on my shoulders gripping me until it hurt.
i didn't say anything.
'i'm sorry seungwoo-ya.' i said, trying to hold my tears, 'i'm sorry for blaming you, i'm sorry for getting mad at you. i know it's not your fault but i convinced myself to..' he cupped my face and a tear left a trail of water on my cheeks.
'harin-ah, jagi.'
that word.
jagi.
that made my heart sting.
there was a sudden shock.
my legs suddenly became weak.
my knees lost balance.
and i was on the floor.
👼
'harin-ah, are you okay?' a deep voice said.
but..
it wasn't seungwoo.
i opened my eyes to see a worried minkyu.
i quickly sat up and rubbed the back of my neck.
'harin-ah.' he used his hands to hold my cheeks that melted to his touch. 'i miss you, so fucking much you have no fucking idea.'
'i miss you too.'
and without hesitation, our lips connected.
👼
'holy fuck!' i screamed as i sat up. i woke up sitting on seungwoo's bed.
the scent of this bed still lingered in my mind back then.
i spotted a shocked seungwoo and six other guys making the same face.
seungwoo immediately ran up to me and held my face in his slender fingers and warm palms, scanning my body in case i hurt my body or something.
'yah, i'm okay,' i looked at the six boys who were making funny faces, teasing seungwoo, 'seungwoo-ya, who are they again? don't i know them?' seungwoo smiled and went over to them, lip syncing the word 'intro' repeatedly.
their shoulders touched each others' and i sat on the hard bed, confusion written all over my face. 'new world, hello we are victon!' they said in unison. i was surprised by their sudden actions, but i was quite surprised at their perfect sync. i clapped my hands from instinct and they smiled a bright smile. 'oh, hello victon. i'm jung harin. can i know all of your names?' i said while grinning.
one of them with blonde hair started to speak, 'hi harin, i'm byung..' seungwoo then suddenly covered his mouth and told all of them to exit the room.
'yah, harin-ah,' he said seriously, 'they're my bros. do you expect me to not be jealous when you talk to them so nicely?' i gave him a 'bruh' face and he smiled cutely.
( i can't this photo is so cute-)
'i'm just introducing myself to them, i mean i only love one person in my entire life.' he suddenly put his elbow on my knee and his chin on his wrist, feeling confident. 'and who is this handsome boy you love the most in the whole entire world who loves you back so fucking dearly and want to spend the rest of his life with you?'
i chuckled at his cockiness and couldn't reply at all. 'it's the blue hair boy from victon, the one with cute dimples.' he looked at me with a serious face, 'yah, don't you ever do that to me,' he paused and looked up to the ceiling, smirking, 'or else,' he looked back at me and put his icy finger on my chin, 'i might punish you.' he whispered in my ear, almost biting it. his hot breath that blew on my ear made me shiver.
my cheeks burned deep red. 'stop getting intimidated so easily.' he stood back up properly and put his hands on his pockets.
'i-i'm not intimidated. what m-makes you think i-i'm intimidated, h-huh?' i cursed at myself for stammering. he folded his arms and just smirked and brought his face closer to mine. i widened my eyes and his smirk became bigger. i pushed him away when our faces were inches from each other. i couldn't help but feel the burn in my cheeks.
'that's why, baby.' i looked down and put my face on my hands. when i looked back up, i saw the calendar that hung on his gray wall.
December 2020
27
my eyes widened in shock, 'yah, what?! i was in a coma for three days?'
'well, yeah? but four, by the way.' he said, grinning.
'but- i missed your birthday?'
he chuckled softly, 'yah, it's okay. my birthday present is the fact that you're awake.'
i cringed a little but i shrugged.
"ew can you be less cheesy?"
"like what?"
"you know, like how you always act hot around me back then."
"hyuuuunngg!!" a slightly high pitched voice was heard from outside, followed by the door that slammed open, revealing a cute boy in pink with dimples as deep as oceans.
source - youtube: hello82
"my crush just confessed to me!" his voice was slurred, it sounded wavy and his voice cracked after every other word.
"yah, jinjja. choi byungchan!"
jinjja - really
"aghh, hyung wae?"
wae - what's wrong/why
"i'm in a room with my girlfriend."
"oop! you guys are going to.." he gestured a sign and seungwoo quickly pushed him out.
"seungwoo-ya, what was that?" i said while i laughed loudly and couldn't stop.
"he's like, the cutest one in victon. i know what you're thinking, harin-ah."
"oh yeah? what?"
"that i'm cuter." he winked.
(a/n: IM SORRY THIS IS SO BORING)