*Brad's P.OV for whole Chapter!*
I haven't had any sleep. It's 4am and I just can't get myself to sleep. I've been thinking since yesterday about Lace.
Am I still in love with her?
Why can't this be easy? Why are girls so confusing? I'm so done with this right now.
Maybe I should go to Brighton and get Lace back?
Maybe I SHOULD STOP WORRYING ABOUT LACE AND GETTING SOME FREAKING SLEEP?!?!
*Morning Time*
I woke up at 12. It was like 4:30am when I just collapsed from sleep deprivation.
Everyone was out so I went into Lace's room. I don't know why because memories and stuff? Her wardrobe door was open and clothes lay all over the floor. I saw a small brown book in her wardrobe so I picked it up.
12th June 2014
Hey!
Today I met Brad & Connor. They're great! Brads really cute and I think I kinda like him? He's fun and just cool I guess!.......
- L x
18th June 2014
Brad's sooooo nice and he asked me to be his girlfriend!! Oh my gawd. I am so happy! Life is just going so well right now. Everything's just falling into place! Thank god Next wanted to transfer my Mum to Manager in Birmingham! Thank god I'm away from Liverpool!.....
- L x
2nd July 2014
Brad & I are going so well!!!! I'm so happy, he makes me so happy! He's so sweet and just amazing.
I sound like such a stalker but seriously, he's pretty awesome.
- L x
20th August 2014
Brad makes me so happy. Seriously, everything in Liverpool is behind me now and Birmingham is where I'm happy.
Me and Brad and so happy together and the fans are pretty goddamn cool.
I hope Me and Brad are forever because I think I love him.
30th November 2014
I hate everything & everyone right now.
Brad, Jen, Jems, Tris, Con, Jess & Joe. They're all so mean and are making me feel the way I did in Liverpool. Depressed.
I feel so bad about everything.
I still have feelings for Brad & I wish we were still together.
I wish I was happy.
- L x'
Crap.
Lace still has feelings for me.
I still have feelings for her.
Someone get me to Brighton.
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Hey Guys!!!
Hope you enjoyed this chapter!
I have decided to start writing Hello Love on my phone because
a) I got and iPhone! Finally!
b) I am on my phone 24/7 and I always have it with me so there is no excuse for me not updating at least once a week!
(If I don't, I give you permission to yell at me in the comments)
If I have an actual reason for not updating I will let you know!
Feels filled chapter - sorry! Feel free to yell at me in the comments (or just comment random things) bc Ladley feels omg.
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- asparkflys x