I sat in the office with Darius as I looked over his earnings from the past year and I couldn't lie; it impressed me. He had more and more customers each day and made sales that was decent enough for him to open a new location.
"How are you earning this much at your smoke shops?" I asked as I looked up at him as he stared at me smiling.
His eyes followed mine as he licked his lips leaning back in the chair.
"What?" my brow rose as he lowly chuckled.
He shrugged his shoulders pulling in his bottom lip. "So a boyfriend and business partner?"
I rolled my eyes already sensing the jealousy plastered throughout his voice. There shouldn't even be a reason for him to be jealous when he disappeared for ten years. What was I going to do? Wait like some damsel in distress? Nah, I had to grow and forget, as much as it hurt, it was the better because the more I would wait on him, the more I would become miserable while he was making himself successful and most likely coming across multiple of women.
"Yes, problem?" I leaned back in my chair crossing my legs.
"I would just have thought the ki-" I raised my finger and closed my eyes mentally meditating and thinking about these next few words that would come out of my mouth.
The moment I first saw Darius, emotions that I had tucked in since I was thirteen came soaring back. Allowing the kiss from my first crush, friend and love teenage me enjoyed it. Not adult me, I felt every single drop of guilt when his lips touched mine because of Pusha. I knew he didn't deserve this let alone from me. It was great connecting with Darius again but nothing compared to being with Pusha.
"That kiss meant nothing obviously we were both at the moment's heat. Yes, I missed you but I love Pusha," I interrupted him as his face saddened as he cleared his throat.
He stood up walking around my desk and suddenly got on his knees as he grabbed my chair, spinning me to face him. He slowly inhaled, grabbing my hand into his then exhaled.
"Ten years, I've waited ten years to have Tamia Jones heart for ten years. I managed not to off myself because you," he pointed at my chest as I looked at him puzzled, "said that you couldn't lose me. But I'm here because of you and now I'm ready to do what I've always wanted to do since we were kids and that's be with you."
I looked at him puzzled as his eyes welled with tears. I honestly didn't know how to react to it. But right now I was leaning to one thought, and that was Pusha.
"I'm sorry but I still stand by what I said earlier. That kiss was nothing, ten years or ten days. I just... I can't," I stammered as he squeezed my hand looking deep into my eyes as if he was burning a hole through my heart.
"Tamia please," he whispered slowly making my heart pound harder than before.
"I-"
"You heard her the first time, she said she good bruh," I heard Pusha's voice echo through the office instantly creating goosebumps down my arm.
I snatched my hand away as I turned to Pusha who stood at the doorway. His eyes stayed directly at me as his jaw clenched and chest poked out. I knew it was the wrong time to say this, but he looked fine as hell when he was angry.
Darius got up walking out as he quickly whisked pass Pusha.
Just looking at him, I knew it upset him beyond compare, depending on how long he's been standing there.
He walked over quickly picking me up as he was now sitting in my chair while I sat on his lap.
"So he kissed you," he asked me looking into my eyes searching just for a hint of a lie. I stayed quiet looking the other way making him sigh and grabbed my chin turning my face to him.
"I already had to deal with one nigga who can't seem to keep your name out of they mouth. I'm honestly pissed and wanna punch that nigga perfect ass teeth in so bad bruh," he huffed as I kissed him on the cheek making him smile as he roughly grabbed me by neck sliding his hand down my chest as he placed his hands over my breasts softly squeezing them as he licked his lips.
"Naw but for real, I'll fuck ol boy up and have him take another ten-year vacation," I glanced to see if he was bluffing and he sure damn wasn't.
"So what if I entertain him?" I mumbled as he got up damn near throwing me off of his lap as I caught myself on the edge of the desk.
He chuckled. "You must not know how much I'm feeling you Tamia, every time someone talks bad about you I wanna rip they head off. You're who I think about when I wake up and go to sleep. Your smile doesn't compare to none of these hoes. I'm happy to be your partner but do some shit like entertain that fuck nigga and I'll show you how it feels to be lonely as hell. So I will say this once, my loyalty and love is rare, dont have me out here looking stupid as hell T for real," he explained before getting up as he picked me up sitting me on the desk.
He started to place kissed from my collarbone down, stopping right at my chest as his hand crept under my shirt playing with my nipple.
"Pusha," I moaned wrapping my legs around his waist
As much as this was exciting me, I was thinking of the amount of people who was passing by hearing me moan, mostly my daddy.
"Hmm," he hummed as he threw off his shirt tossing it across the room.
"We not sup-sup-" his hand slipped under my dress, his finger teasing my clit as he laid me flat on the desk.
"Sound proof and doors lock, any more questions?" He said as he laid in between my legs his breath teased my pussy, making it twitch ever so slightly.
I shook my head no, and he smiled, giving one lick sending me into complete overdrive. This man really had a tongue made by the sex gods.
"Oh, my god!" I moaned in pleasure as he pinned my legs back diving deeper into my pussy as the sounds of him slurping onto my pussy grew louder.
My legs shook so hard I barely could keep them up as he constantly glanced at me instantly making my pussy into a never ending waterfall.
"Keep them legs up, I aint done eating," he said, then dived back in as he played with my clit and licked at the same time.
"Pusha!" I moaned placing my hands on his head pushing deeper.
"I know you wanna cum, go head." he ordered as my back suddenly arch and felt as if a weight was lifted off of my shoulders.
He continued to suck, making my legs damn near have a seizure as I tried to push off his head from off of my pussy.
"Pusha! Get off!" I moaned as I looked down at him as he lifted his head and I saw him beard coated in all of my juices. He was really having a full course meal from the way his beard and lips glossed. My pussy juice leaked from his chin down onto my stomach.
He laughed laying on top of me as I felt his dick through his jeans making me smile.
"Yeah, that's for the crib. I mean, if you up for it."
It was good that he was okay with my situation and will wait but tonight will be the night.
My phone started vibrating, and I saw the group chat that Liani, Raina and I had and saw an Instagram post none other than Darius. I remember taking the pictures on his snapchat but didn't realize that he saved them because I didn't even post it. I wasn't a fan of snapchat or social media especially now with the whole Black Mafia thing, so I kept a good distance but now seeing this I knew I would have to say something.
Pusha looked at my phone reading the phone and laughed.
"Baby, get the nigga before I do. Cause I'll knock his ass to the past real quick."
Gave yall an update, literally the total opposite of what I wrote in my notebook but thats besides the point? did Pusha forgive Tamia to easily? Will Darius come back and try harder? Did anyone hear Pusha sucking Tamia pussy right off? LMAO I know it looks like a lot but 30 comments and the next chapter will come! Please share from friends, vote and obviously comment! Love you guys! - Camisha 💋
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