You grunted softly as you slowly opened your eyes, only to be greeted by the streaks of sunlight coming out from the window of your room.
You scrunched your eyes as you tried to cover them with your hands. You got up and leaned your back at the headboard of your bed and upon roaming your eyes around your room, you couldn't help but feel disappointed.
Katsuki wasn't able to join you and the twins for dinner, and you weren't able to contact him after him calling you last night. You tried to contact for Kirishima but he's also out of reach.
"Katsuki..." you whispered as you prayed for his safety. You were left confused on what happened to him and you can't help but worry for the ash blond.
As you roam your eyes around, your sight were glued on the file that was placed on the table beside your bed, that the same folder that was handed over to you by Toga yesterday. You're sure that you never wanted to learn about your past but there is something that is still pushing you to learn about yourself.
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"Hello, (y/n). I'm Toga Himiko, I'm a friend of Tomu-chan and I want to ask you something." Toga turned tp you as she took something inside her bag, and placed it in the table where you can see it. It was a folder and assuming to it's size, there must be a lot of papers inside the folder.
Your brows were knitted together out of confusion, "What is it?" you asked.
"Do you want to know something about who you are?" she asked you back, while pushing the folder towards you.
Toga was nervous on having your presence near her. She knew what kind of risk she was taking.
Your eyes were glued on the folder, you are indeed interested to take a peek inside but there is still an urge inside of you saying that you don't need it. You're happy with the new life you're living in. And remembering from the past means nothing to you anymore.
"What's your purpose on doing this, Toga?" you asked, as you darted a glance towards the blond female who was sitting across you. The smile from her face began to fade and it was replaced by a serious expression that made you feel confused even more.
She let out a small laugh, "It's because... I owe you something. And this is the only way I could ever think of to make it up to you." she said while she narrowed her golden orbs at yours.
You thought about what's the point of remembering, you're living happily and you thought that you could'nt go back to the past.
You neglected all the facts as you tried to turn your head away from the truth.
"I really appreciate it, Toga. But I think I need to pass." you made up your mind, you don't need to know about the past (y/n).
You pushed the folder back to Toga, making her look at you with her eyes widen, "Wait, I-I thought..."
"I'm fine with the things that I have right now and what they are now. If I could live this peaceful in compensation for my memories, then I'd rather not remember anything from the past." you shook your head as you smiled at Toga.
Toga couldn't just believe what she heard. After all the trouble she went through just to figure things out for you, you suddenly don't want to remember?
Well for some it might be a good thing, especially for Toga. You won't remember her and what she did to you in the past, but Toga didn't want to live with fear and regret for the rest of life.
With her being a former villain, she already had her one foot stepped on her grave, and she just can't allow herself nor yours to bury yourselves your own grave.
Toga shook her head furiously as she pushed the folder to you back, "Keep it, (y/n)... Just in case you wanted to read it." she insisted.
You were stuck there sitting in awe, you honestly admire her for doing this things in such great lengths.
You stood from your seat, holding the folder in your hands, "well, if you insist. I'll hold onto this until the time I really want to know about myself."
You saw Toga's eyes shine as she watch you smile at her. Toga regretted the fact that she destroyed you, and she could've been great friends with you if she hadn't let her jealousy win over her.
Toga nodded at you as she plastered a sincere and genuine smile at you, "Yes. And by the time you wanted to let out some few things in your mind, I will be glad to accompany you."
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Your hands were about to reach the folder when your room were bombarded by loud, desperate knocks that made you immediately run to see who was knocking on the door.
"Mommy? Who's on the door?" Akashi asked you as soon as he saw you walking out from your room. He rubbed his eyes as he also went out from their room to follow you.
You shrugged your shoulders, "I don't know either, sweetie. Could you wake up Aoi for me if you will?" you asked that made Akashi groan.
"But moooooom, he's sound asleep! You that no one can wake him up unless it's you." Akashi whined but you are too preoccupied to see who was it on the door.
"Just take your time on waking him up, okay? I'm going to check who's outside." you gently pushed Akashi back to their room and the little boy couldn't do anything but obey your orders.
You then turned towards the door's direction where the knocks were coming from. You are quite disturbed on how rash and loud the knocks were, so you immediately swung the door open, only to see Shoto along with a green haired male standing outside.
You can't help but to notice how he had small injuries and him and the greenette were panting heavily that as if they ran all the way to your apartment.
"Shoto? What's going on-" you were interrupted when Shoto immediately grabbed your wrist.
"(y/n), don't panic, okay? Come with us." you immediately tugged your arms away from the bicolor haired male that made him look at you.
You stepped back away from them, "What's going on? I'm not coming, not unless you explain what the hell us going on, Shoto." you retaliated.
Shoto made a worried glance towards his greenette companion and slowly nodded at him. You scrunched your brows as you placed your hands over your hips.
Shoto sighed as he held both of your shoulders. His hands were cold and they were slightly trembling. You couldn't help but to feel nervous on what's going to happen.
You suddenly felt the anxiety lingering to you and you knew that if Shoto's acting this way, there must be some sort of problem that happened in work.
"Papa?" you heard Akashi calling Shoto. You tilted your head towards their direction and saw Aoi and Akashi hiding on the doorframe of their room.
"There's not much time, (y/n). Can you just please come with us?" Shoto asked you that made you look at him with confusion.
"Shoto, what the heck are you talking abo-" you were suddenly taken back when the greenette male started to talk.
"(y/n)! It's about Kacchan!" he croaked, and his voice were cracking. You can't seem to understand what's happening and you didn't even know who that Kacchan is?!?
"Kacchan who?" you asked.
Izuku look at you with disbelief, all the blood from his cheeks seems to find a way to escape and his face were ashen. He was pale that it somewhat looked like he had seen a ghost.
Shoto turned to you as he grabbed your shoulders again. He swallowed the lump on his throat before he opened his mouth again, "Bakugou..."
Your pulse began to race in a rapid way as soon as you heard Katsuki's name. You suddenly felt nervous, your knees were wobbly.
The was Shoto spoke was like it was in a slow motion. You couldn't comprehend what he said but it was loud and clear enough for you to hear. Your eyes began to blur and you felt it watering.
"W-what did you say? What happen to him?" you grabbed Shoto by the collar as your tear began to roll from your eyes, cascading down to your cheeks.
Aoi and Akashi ran towards you and you can see in their eyes that they were worried, too. "Mommy? What's going on?" Aoi asked you as he looked up to see you crying.
"Papa! What have you done to mommy?!" Akashi barked as his hands began to manifest his quirk. He was mad at his Papa for making thei mommy cry and he couldn't just let it slide. Shoto stepped away from you, not knowing what to do.
Aoi held Akashi's arm, making his twin look at him. He immediately shook his head, silently telling him to back off, "Akachin, this is an adult matter. Let it be. We need to help mommy."
"Tsk. Fine." Akashi clicked his tongue as he began to calm down, letting his quirk slowly fade away. Aoi held his brother's hand as they both watch and listen to the adult's conversation.
Shoto glanced at the greenette once more as he tried to muster all the strength and courage he had. He took a deep breath before saying it one more time. Izuku turned away, he cannot bare to see you in that state.
"(y/n). I know you're worried and I understand that... He's in the hospital right now. Please... come with us."