Faith's POV
She's such a great woman.
I'm sitting here together with Buffy at a table at the Bronze and all I'm thinking is...
She's such a great woman. Course I wasn't thinking that earlier tonight. Earlier tonight I was thinking we're all gonna die and I'm gonna lose the one person in the world who means more to me than me. But not anymore, Buffy took care of that.
I still don't know how she did it. She just, talked to me and everything was all better. Maybe it's this whole being in love thing. Maybe that's why all she has to do is say the right thing, or look at me or even just touch me the right way and I just know everything will be okay. Oh god can she touch me the right way, the way she... and then she... with the way she... oh and her tongue.
She has got the greatest tongue I've ever had the pleasure of feeling against my skin. And there was a LOT of pleasure. I've never met a man, or a woman for that matter, who can do what she does to me with that tongue of hers. I love this woman, and she loves me back.
I reach my hand across the table to her and she takes it in hers, staring into me as she does.
Even with everything I've done to her, after the way I've hurt her. After everything we've done to each other, she still loves me. I'm the luckiest woman in the world.
I finish my beer and set it down on the table next to the other empties.
I should tell her. I should tell her how I feel. That's what you do in a relationship isn't it? You tell each other how you feel.
"Buffy..."
"Willow?"
What?
Buffy's looking toward the crowd and Willow and Tara appear out of nowhere.
Oh, Willow.
"Hey guys, how are things?"
How are things?
"Things are great Red."
Tara's got this reserved grin on her face.
"Yeah... thanks to you."
"Well I'll tell you what, you can buy me a drink and we'll call it even."
Willow goes to sit down but Tara stops her.
"W-Willow h-honey? I t-think they want... wanna b-be alone."
Willow's gaze goes from Tara to me to Buffy then to our joined hands. It takes a second for it to register in her head.
"Oh, okay. Oh man... my bad. My total bad... I'll just, be..."
She starts frantically pointing away from the table.
"... you know, away. I'm gonna go..."
She backs away, taking Tara with her. Tara still has a smile on her face.
"... away so you two can..."
She just shuts up and leaves. B and I just laugh at her panicky state before going back to each other.
"She's kinda cute when she's like that."
Buffy does this sexy little pouty face and all of the sudden she has me all riled up.
"Cuter than me?"
I roll my eyes at her.
"Hey, you know there's no one cuter than you, or sexier."
Her pouty face turns into that half smile thing she does and...
Okay, we so have to do something besides just sit here. If we don't, this down low tickle of mine is gonna make me bend her over this table and fuck her brains out. Would be fun I'll admit but in a room full of people? Could get real embarrassing, especially for Buffy.
A big beat worthy song starts playing and it dawns on me.
This is perfect.
"Hey B, do you wanna dance?"
She lets go of my hand and stands up, coming over and looks down at me.
"I thought you'd never ask."
She puts her hand out for me to take it and I do, standing up next to her. I start to feel the pounding of the beat from the electronic music as we walk out on to the dance floor, or maybe that's my heart.
It's pounding like there's no tomorrow in anticipation of what we're about to do. I've never been so nervous about a simple little dance.
We find an empty spot on the dance floor and the music starts to overtake me. I move to the music and Buffy joins me, we move slowly at first but as the beat starts to work its way inside me we dance faster, more gracefully together with every moment that passes. My hips grind against hers as our bodies meld together like a piston thrusting up and down, back and forth against each other to the music.
God this is incredible.
I feel her hands against my hips holding me closer, if that's even possible, and the whole world goes away. The world goes away and it's just us... us and the music. I turn to face her, our eyes locking, hearts pounding together to the beat of the music.
I throw my arms around her neck, her hands still on my hips as she slips a thigh between mine forcing one of mine between hers. The heat between our bodies is unbearable as I start to ride her thigh like a mechanical bull.
The sweat drips off our bodies as the song trails off and I can't take it anymore. I kiss her with everything I am.
"Faith..."
"Make love to me B. Take me home and make love to me the way only you can."
She takes my hand and we leave.
So this is what it's like to be in love? I never knew being in love could feel this incredible.
We try and make our way down the alleyway but B just snaps.
"Fuck this."
She throws me against the alley's wall, crushing me between her and the wall as she slams her body into mine. We kiss as she grabs my tits with both hands. She whispers sweet nothings to me as she kisses every naked part of my flesh she can get her lips on.
"I can't wait... I want you now... I need you now... right here... right now... like this..."
Her hand dives down between my legs and can't help but gasp with ecstasy as her fingers press into me.
God she feels so... I can't do this. Not like this... it isn't right.
"Stop..."
"Why? Don't you like it?"
"God yes it's just... stop... I just... Buffy..."
She kisses her way up my neck but when she goes to kiss my lips I stop her.
"Not like this... not like some cheap slut in some random alley. I've done that too many times, with too many people... and I can't do that with you. I love you B, and that's not something I can just say. But if we do this here, then all I'll feel in the end is cheap and dirty, and I don't want that... do you?"
"No of course not."
"Then can we just, wait until we get home?"
Her breath is still heavy as her eyes wander down my body.
"It's just... after, that dance I'm... going crazy not touching you..."
We step away from the wall.
"I know what you mean... but do you really want our first date to end in this alley?"
She has to take a moment to answer, groping my left breast.
"No..."
"Then let's go back to your place, like we should."
"We better get there soon."
We turn to walk down the alley, my arm around her waist, hers around my neck.
"We will... but till then? You can touch me all you want, wherever you want."
She starts rubbing my stomach with her free hand.
"Just save the good stuff for later?"
"Exactly?"
"Will do."
Wow, a real date, with a real ending. How cool is that?